God's Beauty.

Yesterday my brother-in-law posted this beautiful photo in Hawaii. I remember Hawaii well. It's one of my fave. places I've been to (I mean, who doesn't love Hawaii, right? No one comes back from there and goes, Ugh, I really hated Hawaii; that place was a real shit-hole!) as well as Greece, the Almalfi Coast in Italy, and of course Jamaica, which felt like my Home. My friend P (from grade 6) is also in Janaica right now, directly following a week in Cuba with her BF; she's now in Jamaica with a female friend and she said she loves it too and feels at home there. D's Hawaii photo reminds me of my own time there it must be some 13 or so years ago. My mother also lost her credit card somewhere somehow( or someone stole it?) and so she had to call in and have it cancelled and order a new one, and I noticed too the lymph node on the left side of my neck is swollen now and feels like a lump, and last night around 5 pm I also heard what clearly sounded like a gunshot right outside our front window and it was so loud it freaked out poor Buddy too who went ape-shit barking at it .

Hawaii isn't the only place that has beauty though; we have it here too; just in a different way. The snow we had was almost magical. I took this photo of the freshly-fallen snow before it melted and also a video. One of my cousins in Europe also bought her son a new car now he finally got his driving license, and I got many Happy Birthday well-wishes from friends on Facebook as well which is ironic that they care more about me than my own family does, and the 12 YR old calls birthdays an Anniversary of Life which I thought was cool,too, and starting tomorrow marijuana edibles will be legal as well so my medical supplier should have them and I'm going to order chocolate bars and how wonderful for me: combining 2 of my fave. things: weed and chocolate!!

This is the funky Bob Marley lava lamp my hubby got me for my birthday. Did you know it takes 3 HOURS for it to heat up hot enough to melt the gooey stuff inside before it all melts and breaks off into little bubbles? The 18 YR old also moved into her new place; a room in a nice manor home and she said her landlady is in her 40's or 50's and always goes around in her underwear and tells the 18 YR old how "sexy" and "hot" she is and why doesn't she have a boyfriend yet  such a pretty girl like her and keeps trying to set her up and the thought occured to me by the way she's acting: I wonder if she's even a  Madam running a bordello or something and she's trying to recruit her into sex trafficking? Shit....she better be careful and she's really naive so I worry... Someone also hacked into my medical records online as well(and as a result they were frozen and I was locked out of my own account and had to re-set a new password), either trying to access my blood lab results or trying to use my account and I know it was someone in this house in this family because they used the name of one of my fave. former dogs to try to get in and no one else would know that info, so it's either my hubby or one of the kids( and I know exactly which one it would be) and I know definitely not my mother since she doesn't even know how to use a computer but I wonder why though? What could the reason possibly be?

I also had another of those recurring dreams about my former friend J ( age 12-16) who was a liar, user, two-faced and betrayed me and she had died and was trying to make amends, and another where someone stole my purse with my passport in it the day I was due to board a flight, which I assume must be symbolic of something, but what? and Trump having that Iranian general assassinated and then saying he did to to "prevent" war is a load of HORSESHIT too when we all know he did it to provoke war, and then he tries to "justify" it by calling the guy a "terrorist"( what they label anyone to try to excuse killing) and a "bad guy" etc. but even if he was you still can't go around just killing foreign heads of State like that, regardless, and USA is always trying to start a war , usually trying to steal someone's resources, generally oil, and whevenever a war breaks out they either started it or are the first to show up and I hope he doesn't start WWIII and someone had bettter "take him out" fast, and now, to prevent war, which no one wants and isn't good for anyone. That guy is a lunatic!