Wordless Wednesday.

 

Today's Pondering.

 

Adulting.

We've had lots of melting from the mild temps yesterday but the freezing rain has already begun today( check out the pretty ice coating our vines) and later turning to a big snow storm 10-20 cm worth. Seriously though, everyone's had enough of winter already!!  Mother Nature is a bitch.I also noticed one of the neighbour's behind us at the back when his icicles melted and fell off his roof they also  took off part of the roof, eavestrough, and door frame with  it. Shit! The youngest also noticed his passport expired 3 months ago( when they were younger and I took care of all that stuff that never would have happened; I keep track of that stuff and would have noticed before it expired and would have renewed it 6 months ahead) but he'll be having trouble renewing it as he only has his birth certificate as ID because he lost his SIN card(if he had given it to me like he was supposed to it would have been safe in the safe and never would have been lost!)  and his health card(which they don't accept) so now he's got some major "Adulting" to do.

Today is also Ash Wednesday and the start of Lent, which I didn't even realize( it seems like it was just Christmas!) until the radio DJ mentioned it yesterday; it just sort of "snuck" up on me, so now I had to quicky revise my menus as today is fasting as well as no meat (or desserts, chocolate, chips,candy, treats,etc)plus no meat every Friday until Easter and even though I left the Church years ago I still do fasting as it brings you closer to God and strengthens you spiritually regardless of your faith  and Ramadan also starts today as well so millions  of people will be fasting at the same time which is very powerful and a weapon against evil which we really  need right now more than ever.

Yesterday I also got a notice in the mail from the home insurance saying I still owe them and it's due 3 March even though my hubby said he already paid it, so it worries me maybe he didn't really and just said  that(and I really don't have the coverage I think I do and he just let it expire) or else they somehow didn't receive the payment but I don't want to be without coverage, and why can't things just ever go the way they're supposed to, and I also wonder if my cousin's daughter's upcoming baby girl could even possibly be my mother reincarnated back into her mother's side of the family and my cousin's daughter has Type 1 diabetes as well, ever since she was little and even had an insulin pump when she was a kid, so likely will end up with a really big baby,too. It also makes me wonder if my kidneys really are failing esp. with the fluid retention, lower back pain and high BP(kidneys regulate BP) despite being on meds for years.

There was also yet another trans shooter, this one shot and killed his wife and one of his kids and wounded  his other kids in an attempt to kill them, and it seems to be a "trend" lately; guys in dresses pretending to be women committing mass shootings. I mean, it's obvious they're mentally ill, so instead of "affirming" their delusions why aren't they getting some actual real  psychiatric help before it gets that far? My hubby also said in June he has a week-long chess tournament in Calgary so the Edmonton Boys will be driving up to see him( about a 3 HR drive) and then he flies to BC to visit with the girls for another week, giving me a wonderful 2 week break because the youngest is also going up with him to visit his siblings! Yahoo! I get a vacation,too!

Shoutout to every person who’s depression and trauma was so severe that it caused them to self isolate and kill their social life. you aren’t a bad person for recovering and trying to rebuild yourself, it takes years.-Heavensbvnny

 

Wednesday Words.

Mother Nature is a bitch.

and the others are infertile, have blood clots or heart issues.

GOD sends you blessings.

My Spirit animal.😂

The 70's and 80's were good.

The Mark Of The Beast

I think I am okay but then something bad happens and it's like wow I will never stop being 13 years old and lonely.-Red