Did you see my earlier post Mother's Day Weekend?
I was originally not going to do this until tomorrow but I'm so rattled and shaken up by it I needed to do it now in order to process and heal from the experience. My hubby had a cold and hadn't shopped in over a week and we were running out of food but it wasn't until this morning when he realized that he didn't have any bread, milk, or eggs for his breakfast he decided it was finally time to get some groceries and when he got back he had the side door open as he was unloading the car and he wasn't watching and Beja ran over like he usually does but instead to greet him at the door he ran outside but luckily I was right behind him( but he's also much faster than I am,too!) and I found him on the front lawn, running away towards the road at the corner and I just loudly wailed, Beja! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Bejalita!!!!! and luckily he stopped and sat down and let me approach him which I had to do slowly and calmly because if I ran up to him he'd think it was a game and I was chasing him and he'd run away.
I scooped him up into my arms so relieved.
It was terrifying!
Just the thought of what could have happened to him.
Why does we want to run away though? Is he not happy here or is there some bitch in heat?
He could have ran off and no one even noticed he was gone and he could have been long gone and lost, been hit by a car(if I had witnessed that it's something that I would never have gotten over ), stolen, picked off by a predator, etc.
This is the second time he's got out and run away,as well; he got out of the front door and ran off last year,too, and I caught him across the street at the dance studio parking lot. It scares me that he's always so quick to try and run out the door even though I'm really careful.
I can't lose him,too.
He's all I have left now.
So, basically I pretty much had a shitty Mother's Day(like I usually do) but I still wish my mother a good one wherever she is on the Other Side, between Beja being a runaway and scaring the utter shit out of me and now my anxiety is going to be wrecking havoc on my mind for the longest time, and I asked my hubby to pick me up some flowers( a bouquet) for Mother's Day as well while he was out and he came back with this ugly thing.
An ugly potted mum.
Like for a funeral.
He said they "didn't have" any flowers which I highly doubt since Mother's Day is when the stores have the most flowers of all.
He also said at the Kirby expo the 30 YR old sold his art( drawings and beaded art) and made over 1K and for a joke I said while they were gone I had an orgy and now my ass will never be the same again and I won't be able to walk straight for a week. 😂
Look closely. Can you see the brown rabbit in our yard? There were actually 2 of them. They were eating the clovers and the African Violets on our lawn. Too bad they don't also eat the dandilions,too! In 2 more weeks my hubby has another chess tournament over the weekend in Quebec again so I get another break and my friend L( from the old church) her foster father died and he was actually one of the good ones so she was lucky because most of them are abusive and she was lucky to have been loved by two families.
I understand why horses kick people.-NotTodayEric
