Running With Scissors.(Formerly HippoRastaPotamus)

Sunday, June 14, 2026

Beja has this brown & white toy (shown here) that looks like him I named Mr. Flatly and the other day my hubby saw it at the bottom of the stairs from the side of his eye and it made him jump for a minute as he thought it was him and it was kind of scary for a moment because it's really flat and looks like a roadkill or a wall hanging! I also heard Stairway To Heaven twice, yesterday and this morning and I have been watching this little baby robin for the past few days on our back porch as well and I can tell it is as it doesn't have its true feathers in yet but brown "speckles" on its chest instead of the orange and I saw its parent feeding it and then later on it refused, encouraging it to eat on its own, to wean it, which it eventually did and I was so happy, thinking, "Yay! Good for you!" but I also noticed the parent would fly close by and land near it but from a close distance observing it, just to make sure Junior was ok and actually was eating. I saw a hawk flying low overhead as well so I quickly hustled Beja back inside the house and I accidently called Alexa "Alexei" but it still responded regardless.

We also had a brief thunderstorm last night just before I went to bed and saw this rainbow out the back door I was able to get a photo of, and there's a new bridge between here and USA soon to open called the Gordie Howe Bridge I thought was named after the Tragically Hip frontman who died from the brain tumour but it turned out that was Gord Downie and Gordie Howe was some hockey player, and I saw these guys on TV licking caviar off the back of their hands like doing a "bump" of coke and I thought it was just so gross and so.......Neanderthal; in Russia we always ate it on top of hard boiled eggs or on on little crackers, with blini( pancakes)etc. and if I said something about a neighbour like, "She's the type that would smoke meth on the weekends" my mother would add, "I don't think she'd wait until the weekend" and then we'd both howl with laughter and I miss that. Sometimes we "complimented" eachother and were a good "team" and I miss that(and that connection).....but then she also was really critical, cruel, nasty, emotionally abusive, and demeaning to me as well and I don't miss that.

Living in this world is so fucking tiring. people are so relentlessly mean and I’m so tired of it.-Shav Shawz

Sunday Stuff.

I wish I could just throw away everything that is me.-Vaniparish

Meeting someone who can’t swim is weirdly repulsive, it’s like encountering a cripple or a retard.-Graveair

The Trump family is a great example of how you can have all the money in the world and still be white trash.-Mayolsspicyy

Sad but i'm trying my best.-rjcmxrell

From a young age I knew everybody was wrong and I was right.-Fluttershy

I hate being misunderstood by someone close to me, like, damn, you really don't know me at all.-Ka

50 is when you start having flat out no idea who most celebrities are.-David Marcus

So take me with you, take me far away We'll ride the wind across the sky Spread your wings and you will see You control your destiny.-Whitesnake

Music is honestly one of the best parts of being alive.-Ajibola

I wanna be someone’s first choice.-Feelings

Always jealous of ppl who live in a city by the sea.-Ashishh

She looks at this photo to remember the Beautiful Days when life was simple and full of friends.-Tufail Ahmed

Sometimes the deepest wounds are caused not by cruel world but, by silent exclusion.-Ankit Kumar Singh

I couldn't move forward because moving forward felt like erasing him.-Isabella

Every day I go to sleep with more and more reasons to kill myself.-Dae

A lot of socializing involves performative interest and i simply do not give a shit.-Kushb6rbie

I am a failure, I am stupid, I am ugly, I am unloved, I am a loser forever, I am finished, I am unlucky, I am bad, I am devastated, I am broken, I am hated, I never want to be me.-Fiona

The wreckage of my past keeps haunting me It just won't leave me alone I still find it all a mystery Could it be a dream? The road to nowhere leads to me.-Ozzy Osbourne