Wordless Wednesday.

 

Chuckle For Today.

 

Falling Into Autumn.

Yesterday it was so cold out we couldn't even go out in the morning( and I could even see my breath!) but it did warm out later and the sun came out so we were still able to sit out for 2 HRS in the afternoon. I also saw 2 beautiful white swans flying by overhead which is unusual. I do see several geese but never swans so it was a nice treat. I also notice now my mother's gone and I'm almost 60 I'm "levelling-up" and have now taken over her role as official Resident Old Lady and have moved into her place and I have bonded with Beja now,too; it just took time and a little longer but we have bonded now and I do love him.

It will never be anything like I had with Buddy because what we had was special but I DO love Beja( and he was the light in the darkness after Buddy died) and I would die for him.

My abdomenal pain is still soooooo bad it's the kind of pain you curl up into a ball and just moan and so is my back and it feels like something is trying to break its way out  and I heard Stairway To Heaven  again and my hubby says he feels sick "Flu-y" he described it as well which isn't good, esp. considering he's playing in that chess tournament over the long holiday weekend in Quebec. I was looking forward to it as well as it gives me a bit of a break too with him gone and the youngest and I were also going to order-in food for OUR treat with him away so I hope he doesn't end up cancelling it. It's also Thanksgiving and it's weird but someone always seem to get sick over the holidays.

It's sad as well that I feel that I can never be myself and always have to pretend to be someone else to be loved but as it turns out it doesn't make a difference because no one can still love me anyway.

Yesterday was also 6 years already since Eddie van Halen died. I can't believe it's been that long already. I really miss him and his death hit me hard, just like Tom Petty's did, and David Bowie's , and I also miss Prince, Sinead O' Conner and Robbie Robertson. It's sad because I grew up with them and they were such a big part of my childhood and youth and were always there... and now they're just.....gone.

Just like with my mother.

And if you enter my zone And going to protect my own Protect my own I will protect my own Protect my own.-Protoje

 

Wednesday Words.

Mothers are the same everywhere.

You know it.

My Chihuahua *IS* the boss! 😂

😝😕😖

I'm probably going to Hell for this...

So I beg you Dread, Natty Dreads, Natty Dreads, Natty don't go So I beg you Dread, Natty Dreads, Natty Dreads, Natty don't go.-Cornell Campbell