Pondering For The Day.

 

Jackass.

Yesterday I finally got to watch the latest(and they say last) Jackass  movie. My hubby was finally able to find it to download only for some reason it wouldn't work on the big screen TV so I had to watch it on my small computer monitor.

It was hilarious as always and I just laughed my ass off. My hubby said he could even heard me from the other room. I honestly don't even remember the last time that I laughed so hard and I really needed that. The funniest thing was their game of Diarrhrea Twister  they played after taking the gross colonoscopy prep laxative(and I know from first-hand experience a few times that shit is nasty!) now that they're in their 50's. I remember I started watching it back when they were in their 20s and 30s and now they're old like me and Johnny Knoxville even has all-white hair! I can still remember when my oldest boys were younger they'd try to re-create the stunts as well(behind my back,of course, and I never even found out until years later which is probably a good thing though) and nothing has ever made me laugh like Jackass. The Bad Grandpa  skit was also funny but alot of it was old footage from over 25 years ago I've seen before but it still made me laugh.

Alberta also had a tornado yesterday between Calgary and Edmonton so I hope the Edmonton Boys  are ok although my hubby said the 28 YR old is in BC now working and last night as I had Beja out the back to pee he kept barking like crazy and then I noticed the bush rustling....and I saw it: that fat raccoon was back again so I grabbed him and we went back inside and awhile later tried again but it was still there. When we had the BBQ the other day it also reminded me of my mother(who was obsessed with BBQ) and I dedicated it to her in her memory. The collection agency from her creditors also called the other day(I recognized the number) but hung up. I just think it's despicable that they even still come after you for $$$ even after you're dead.

I also notice I've lost lots of followers on Twitter for my anti-Trump, anti-American posts but too bad; I'm still going to speak my mind and speak my truth and if they don't like it then they're free to go and it's almost like the trash took itself out, and my hubby and the youngest leave around 8 am this morning for their 2 day adventure, giving me a nice little break as well, and my hubby said the 27 YR old is going up as well, making me even more suspicious the 30 YR old really is  getting married in secret without telling or inviting me,and I did everything I was supposed to do, I did everything right as well; I breastfed, I used cotton diapers, I wore my babies in a "sling", I was an "Earth" Mother, I raised them godly, I even homeschooled.....yet my kids still ended up hating me in the end, anyway.

My entire life just ended up to be a waste.

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be.-Lumi

 

Thought For Today.

 

Stupid, Stupid, Stupid, Stupid Motherf*cker.

Trump is one stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid motherf*cker.

Now with the wildfire smoke wafting over to USA the asshat threatens to impose an additional 20% tariff on Canada.

What a f*cking idiot.

Some people wonder why I hate him so much, well, it's not hard. Things like this, for example, not to mention that he's most likely the Anti-Christ, an insane demented dictator, a rapist, a pedophile and on the Epstein Files.

Need I say more?

Yesterday I saw something I hadn't seen for a few days with the wildfire smoke: a blue  sky( see in the photo above) and it was nice to see!

Today we have a *severe*  storm warning, incl. baaaaad thunderstorm with torrential rain, over 90 KM winds and even a possible tornado.

Yesterday we finally had a BBQ!

Our first and likely only one of the summer as my hubby hates it and was grumbling how he "has better things to do" etc. He was originally going to do it today but due to the weather forecast he decided to do it last night which I think was a good idea and we just heat it up today for dinner. With the smoke it smelled like the wildfires all over again and I was able to smoke mi spliff and he never even noticed, ha,ha.  I also smelled wildflowers yesterday and it reminded me of my childhood summers at the cottage and camp and I really miss the 70s( and the 80s,too) and I wish I could go back.

I was so happy then.

I also heard we're finally getting a Taco Bell here in town(yay!) I've been waiting years for so now I can go get some of that "Diarrhrea Lettuce" of my very own(ha,ha) and my hubby said he thinks I have Alzheimers now,too, like my mother and Babushka had, although they were in their 80s and 90s and I'm not even 60 but there is Early-onset Alzheimers and being that it's on BOTH sides of my family(both mother's and father's) I guess I'm just f*cked. Yesterday and today I also have this massive headache and it feels "tingly" on the top of my head on the inside,too.

It's also sad to realize that I love Beja more than he loves me.

THIS is also how much forest we have so when the "thick" Americans criticize us for not being able to control and maintain our forest/wildfires this is what we have to deal with. Mostly the entire country is covered by the Boreal Forest  but they're too dumb to know geography or anything like that. I also realize I've become a recluse since Buddy died last year and sunflower stems look like celery stalks and I love the sweater below and it reminds me of things my Babushka used to knit for me and those were the things I miss the most that I lost in our fire.

This isn’t something you “get over.” It changes you completely. It splits your life into two parts before and after. Before, when my smile came easily, when laughter didn’t feel guilty, when I didn’t carry this constant ache in my chest.-Kate Driscoll

 

Weekend Words.

Proof $$$ can't buy class.

Traumas,too.

THIS.

86 'em!

...and the smile was real.

The only one who never left.

That day I knew what it felt like to be all alone in a big world.-Osazua Iruedo

Canada is genuinely a retard country and I say that as a citizen of Canada.-OurladysTopGuy

In these old familiar rooms Children would play Now there's only emptiness Nothing to say.-ABBA