Thought For The Day.

 

Only This.

There's not much going on here lately except this is hilarious:

My legs got tanned but I was wearing socks and so it ended up like THIS: tanned legs and white feet!

Like a cat!

It looks like I'm wearing white socks!

HA!!

I also found out that my friend B(from the old church) her daughter who married the American is now divorced( they have a son who would be around 3-4 now) and they just got married 8 years ago when they were 19 or 20 while they were still in university.

That's just sad and hurts my heart.

They just seemed so much in love but sadly nothing lasts.

Not even love.

Yesterday I also saw THIS on Beja's blanket outside(luckily before he did!) outside and at first I thought it was a wounded bird but then when I looked closer I was surprised to see it was actually a bat, esp. since it was in the morning and they don't normally come out until night/dark so I figured it must either be hurt or sick( and bats are known vectors of rabies!) so I quickly rushed Beja inside and got a photo and then I picked up the blanket and shook it and sort of 'flung" it off and it flew away. I was really surprised though.

My hubby also put the A/C in my bedroom window as Monday it's finally going to be like summer: 28C with a humidex of 35C! He's finally  getting groceries today as well( hallelujah!) and we're now down to only 2 rolls of toilet paper left, 2 sinus pills, and 2 tsp of margarine!!

I also got this delish chicken Tandoori pizza  with chicken, onions, cheese, mushrooms, green peppers, red pepper, hot pepper,,etc. and it cost a whopping 28$( we normally only spend 10$ on pizza) so I gave my hubby some $$$ to put towards it but sometimes you just have to "treat" yourself and it was good, and spicy,too, and it made my lips & tongue tingle, and fun fact: "Tandoori" isn't a special type of chicken or even spices; it's the kind of oven it's cooked in.

2 things I also don't feel "guilty" spending $$$ on are food & weed.

Beja also kept licking his "yeasty" paws so I put apple cider vinegar on them....and then he was licking THAT off,too(ewww!!!) and made this awful face and sneezed and I think I have to give him a bath as well and for the past 2 weeks or so every day I also have really baaaaad cramps and The Shits and this can't just be my Diverticulitis and it can't be normal( and my hubby says it really smells,too,and what can HE really say though as his are legendary-but he thinks his shit doesn't stink- but I guess it takes one to know one) and I remember my mother saying her grandmother who died of colon cancer saying her only symptom was diarrhrea for 2 weeks.... and I have had pre-cancerous colon polyps removed 2 separate times during colonoscopies before as well... I also found out at first Patti named her new puppy the same name as her other dog that died but then got lots of "backlash" so she changed it, but seriously though, WTF?

Sometimes I wanna try to do better and have a life but most of the time I just wanna give up and kill myself.-Angel

 

Musing For Today.

 

Withdrawal.

Horrors!

I ran out of chocolate a week or so ago and I think I'm going thru withdrawal!

it's just awful!

We're also almost out of toilet paper but my hubby hasn't got groceries and yet he still did somehow find the time to play pickleball and squash yesterday and growled at me the "more I mention it the longer it'll be" until he shops and I can't do it since I don't drive and we don't have Uber  or anything like that here and even if we did I simply can't walk around the store that long(to get al the groceries we need) without passing out and I don't think any of the places  here deliver,either. He's so stubborn he's just like a little kid.

My "little" cousin( age 50) is also a grandmother now: her oldest( in her 20s) had her baby( shown above) a girl they named Scotland  but she must have either been a preemie or has something wrong because I notice she has a feeding tube in her nose(which isn't standard for newborns) and I remember my mother telling me I had one and I was born 6 weeks early.

I also heard Stairway To Heaven twice and yesterday I honest-to-God saw 2 ducks swimming on the "swamp" on top of our pool cover and I got more weed; 15grams which will last me a month, and Beja's extra cuddling, snuggling and kissing me more so I think he can somehow sense I'm feeling extra sick for the past few days and this week we put out 3 recycling boxes and they actually picked them all up!

Yay!

I also saw this old-fashioned stereo from the 70s and we had that exact same one.

Such happy memories of a happy time in my life I really miss and I hope when I get to the Other Side I can revisit and hopefully even relive. We also have a scheduled power outage Sunday from 8am-Noon which sucks as I won't be able to cook or get my music, and I read somewhere that it's "normal" for women in their 20s and 30s in NYC to have f*cked between 70-200 guys and I flipped! That's definite SLUT  range and no wonder there's so much AIDS and other STDs and so I guess it's also "normal" for women in NYC to be whores,too? I also think they're going to use the Hanta Virus as the new "Scamdemic" to control the masses thru fear but just like last time with Covid I'm going to ignore it.

Sometimes life makes people choose things their heart will never be okay with.-Tufail Ahmed

 

Weekend Words.

Buddy in my heart always & forever.

I hate seeing others get so easily what I always have to beg for.-Yu+

I always figured it was a gov't job.

Now tickets START at 100$!

I had 2 of them.

I fight the world every day just to survive.-Sonu

Birth and death are both connected. They both take you somewhere.-Gamer Lad

Sometimes I wanna try to do better and have a life but most of the time I just wanna give up and kill myself.-Angel