Musing For Today.

 

Mmmmmmango.

Today is Easter Monday and some people have the day off ( mostly gov't workers) but my hubby had Friday off and works today. The other day he picked me up these amazing awesome MANGO muffins( shown here) that are( of course!!) limited edition( all the good things always are!) and they are just soooooo yummmmmy and goooood! It's one of the best things I have eaten in a long time! OMG! It was a gastronomic delight!! It was a real treat! Wasn't that nice of him? Sometimes he surprises  me.

Yesterday my hubby also went to Wal-Mart to see if the Easter chocolate(I already ate my little Lindt chocolate bunny yesterday....yeah, I know) had been reduced yet but it was closed! Who knew? I thought Wal-Mart NEVER closed(except on Christmas) and was always open but apparantly not on Easter so he went back early this morning just past 7 am and only a few were reduced( shown above here) he got for my chocolate stash, my pirate's booty; the "ugly" ones that I don't even know what it's supposed to be and looks like someone with their hair on fire but I don't care; it's the taste  I care about, not how it looks and my hubby insulted me too dismissing it as it's "Just chocolate,."

Ummm, excuse me......just chocolate?

It's never  "just" chocolate for me.

That would be like saying it's just Spider-Man  or just chess for him.

Last night it was also cold so I had to close my bedroom window(I'd had open for the past few nights) only the stupid thing got stuck part way and I couldn't close it all the way and it got down to minus-something during the night and poor Beja and I were freezing all night and tomorrow it's only going up to -2C during the DAY and we're even supposed to get 2-4 cm of snow  and then the next day it's going up to 10C.

Mother Nature is a BITCH.

Tomorrow it will  also be exactly a year already since Buddy died and I've never loved anyone like I loved him and no one has ever loved me like he did,either, and now the 31 YR old has moved out I've been able to re-connect and bond with Beja again (just as long as he doesn't ever move back  and un -do all the progress we've made!)and even though he still likes my hubby more than me it's not the same as it was with the 31 YR old as my hubby,unlike him, doesn't try to "steal" him off me; they spend time together and play and that's fine because he knows he's MY dog and doesn't try to take over and "hog" him up like the 31 YR old did.

I do love Beja with all my heart and I'm grateful God sent him to me(and he brings purpose and meaning to my life and gives me a reason to live) but Buddy will always be special and no one will ever "match" him or what we had.

Not every day feels heavy. Some days start out light and beautiful, and then suddenly a memory hits and reminds you that your best friend is gone and isn’t coming back.-Yazmine Wall

 

Daily Pondering.

 

Lilith.

Hoppy Easter!!

This morning I was woken up by a sweet little Chihuahua licking my face! Awwwwww!!! 

This is my Easter haul this year and chocolate is just soooo expensive now and I found out why: they said on the news that the cocoa crop( where chocolate comes from) is hard hit this year due to drought so the supply is much less and therefore costs more and so there you have it. Tomorrow is one of my fave. days of the year,too, when all the Easter chocolate goes on sale for 50-75% off and then I get my biiiiig stash that lasts for about a month! Yahoo!!

Yesterday I also asked my hubby to pick me up an Easter lily (I was going to name Lilith as I name my plants because I'm weird like that) while he was out and he comes back saying they never had any and he never saw any.

Yeah.....riiiiiiight.....he just didn't see them even though I did also send him with a photo so he'd know what they look like. I find it very hard to believe that no one had any Easter lilies anywhere in ANY store; he was just being stupid and/or blind again like usual.

Yesterday there were also rumours swirling online that Trump was in the hospital and possibly even dead  and I got all excited but like everything in my life I got my hopes up all for nothing just to get disappointed and let down like always. I wouldn't put it past him though to fake his death on Easter and pretend like he's some sort of prophet and then resurface 3 days later and claim he's "resurrected" and his lunatic devotees can worship him even more and someone said I shouldn't believe everything I read online but it wasn't just me; it was all over,  and he IS old and hasn't looked well and it does  have to happen some time and when it does God will have defeated the Anti-Christ and the entire world will be better off and everyone across the world will celebrate.

I also got locked out of my Twitter account yesterday for so much activity; I posted so much they thought I was a bot or a spam!

HA!

My hubby also said everyone at pickleball was talking about this "theory" or rumour or whatever that these alien orbs are supposed to rise up out of the ocean today fulfilling some sort of prophecy that will bring peace and he was going on about it telling me with fascination and he thinks that *I'M* the "weird" one and the Conspiricy Theorist? 😂

The isolation that felt like living behind glass—watching the world move while she stayed frozen in place.-Sri.A.

 

Sunday Stuff.

"Perfect moms know how to bake organic muffins. Chaotic moms know how to survive the trenches."

I used to think grief was crying, but it's something far more cruel.True grief is eating without hunger, laughing without being happy, waking up without the will to keep going.-OrevaZSN

I'm starting to notice there's nothing to live for.-Ronny

I’m not even surprised anymore when people laugh at me for saying I believe we are living in the End Times.-Alex

Alone again, it's always the same I've just been marking my time Since the day I was born With no one to blame.-Whitesnake

“Yes. For some people, solitude is peace, not loneliness.”-Dracula00040

I was Buddy's and he was mine.

Instead of thinking about the moments we might miss, I think about the ones we’ve already had.-Stefan Moore

Sometimes I wish I died in my sleep so I don't have to feel so bad all the time.-Rupen

Why was I born if all I do is suffer and feel lonely.-Amy

I am the way I am because I watched my life fall apart at the age of 13 and instead of healing I just learned to live with it.-Ari

The urge to quit everything and just fucking die.-S

Every day I wake up in a perfectly good mood, read the news and say “what the actual fuck Canada.”-Barbara

The fact everyone believed China and Russia were threats to humanity but reality is the United States and Israel are the biggest threat to global peace.-Rushi

Change my view: Canada is a shithole country.-Dr. Joseph Ford Cotto

Same dances in the same old shoes You get too careful with the steps you choose you don't care about winning but you don't want to lose After the thrill is gone.-Eagles

Nothing is enjoyable, fuck this life.-Feelings

Maybe I was born to watch everyone's happiness, not be happy.-Cianne

She spent most of her life trying to reclaim a self that had been taken before she was old enough to protect it.-Mandi Shre