Musing For Today.

 

Dragging My Ass.

I saw these French Provincial couches yesterday and it's my fave. kind. I know it looks like it belongs in a Paris bordello but I LOVE it. It's actually from Wayfair  if you can believe it. I was surprised,too. They cost between 3-10K. 

But I can still always dream.

This morning I also-gasp-slept in- something I never  do!

I woke up all groggy, disoriented and dragging my ass at 7:20 am when I normally wake up between 5-6 am and I even slept right thru the news on the radio and when i saw the time I was like, "Holy shit! Is it really 7:20 already?" and I jumped my lazy ass out of bed still half asleep and groggy....and then I realized why: we had to switch the clocks last night for the spring time change an HR ahead.....

so now we're all be tired and dragging our asses around for the next 1-2 weeks.

I seriously hate this shit.

It feels like jet lag.

My Twitter page also got the most views ever: 198.7K views in the past 7 days, likely my protesting the attack on Iran, so what ironically cost me followers also gained me views. HA!  Now people are also saying Trump even raped his own daughter when she was younger as well and that's just too horrible to think about, even for him, and how much worse  can that sick f*ck possibly get? It's also laughable USA thinks they can beat Iran (who has modern-day weapons) when they couldn't even beat the Viet Cong in the Vietnam war and they just had basic weapons. My hubby also said about Beja, "He smells like dog!" and I told him, "He IS a dog! What is he supposed to smell like? He probably thinks YOU smell like human!"

Finally all the puddles and meltage has dried up and Beja finally went pee outside this morning and yesterday it was also sooooo foggy out all day and I think I might have discovered what caused that awful loud noise the other day: I noticed across the street part of their roof had collapsed with the snow and ice falling off; the part at the side of the roof that's a big long wooden piece with aluminum siding attached just completely fell off so maybe that was the noise?

Yesterday I also had that really baaaaad burning deep in my chest again so I took a Pepcid  and waited it out to see if it was just really bad heartburn or a looming heart-attack and also baaaad cramps and abdomenal and back pain as well I think might be from the Indian curry I had for lunch. I could even feel  something moving around in there,too, it felt like a big snake that kept rolling 'round and 'round.

I seriously think my colon hates me.

I also saw on TV kids around ages 3-5 on an Easter egg hunt and it made me smile bringing back such happy good memories; it was such a happy, fun age, both for myself when I was a kid and when my own kids were little.

It's one of those times where you just want to "freeze" and capture in time and keep forever.

I might be suicidal but I still hope.-Skitzocat

 

Sunday Stuff.

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People become LONERS because they have been betrayed by everyone they TRUSTED.-JaLeto

He just flew in and now  he's waiting for his baggage to arrive.

Jesus didn’t call Christians to fight on His behalf. He called us to stand with the vulnerable, the oppressed, and the marginalized. let’s be clear.-Sunday

"Everything else can wait, but the search for God cannot wait, and love one another."-George Harrison

I have no life in me left.-Han

I pray every night for something to finally happen. It's is getting unbearable to exist inside of daily.-Lucas

Having toxic parents or a toxic family is more challenging than those with relatively functional families can imagine. Nothing is ever a simple conversation. Almost everything is riddled with passive aggression, subliminals, trauma, and projection.-OrevaZSN

Trauma survivors rarely say “I’m struggling.” They say: “I’m just tired.” “I’ve got a lot on.” “It’s been a weird week.” They don’t ask for help. They downplay everything. Because life taught us that being honest makes people disappear.-LetsHealAndRecover

To that person who hasn’t been herself lately, your spark will return, and you will shine like you were meant to. It’s difficult when you catch yourself not being you, when you feel your whole world falling apart before your eyes.-Big Tiri

All roads lead to killing myself.-Angel

I was raised to believe that people are inherently good, we just make mistakes. After the last several years I have to say I don’t believe that anymore. Some people in this world are just sadistic, dishonest, heartless, selfish, arrogant assholes through and through.-Kate

It is not comfortable to feel yourself a stranger.-Andrei Ostroukh

Is loving me really that hard?-Ela

It’s such a heartbreaking moment when you realize you literally have no one.-Kye