Today's Pondering.

 

The Air You Wear.

It's soooooo *HOT*  now we're having a heatwave like Europe now and even the leaves on the trees are all wilting and Beja's rubber bone( shown in the photos here) is melting and now all soft, pliable and bendy and we have an extreme heat warning and Orange heat alert for days with tomorrow 36 C with a humidex of 48C (yes, you read that right and no, it's not a typo) and Thurs.  35C with a humidex of 46C and lasting for at least 5 days but the heatwave 1-2 weeks.

Holy f*cking SHIT.

It's too hot to even go outside, except for maybe later on in the evening in the shade.

Over a thousand people died in France from the heat as well, even more than died from that catastrophic quake in Venezuela. In Germany it's so hot,too, the police that normally use water canons to blast protestors are now using them to spray people in the streets down to cool them off.

Mr. Sunflower also looks like he only has 2 sunflowers in his garden this year as well; one really tall one and another "puny" one only half the size. Maybe the squirrels got them like they always got mine which is why I stopped growing them. We also only have 1 recycling bin(we normally have 5-6) out for pick up this week with my hubby not here so I guess we know who manufactures the most garbage and this week pick up is today, a day earlier than normal due to the holiday on Wed. but we're the only ones on the street to have it put out so I guess we must be the only ones who listen to the radio and heard about the change this week?

My Twitter  also got 310.2 K views in the past 7 days which must be my best so far, and someone also said they didn't know I had gay friends  when I actually have a few of them.....and even trans friends as well.

I'm full of surprises.

A troll has also been often putting up this bikini-clad woman on my page claiming it's his 'hot wife" when it's probably really just a photo of a model he got online somewhere and I have no idea why he seems almost obsessed with putting that up on my page so I told him he's a troll and I doubt she's his wife and he's probably short, fat, bald, and has a hairy back and webbed feet. I'm also a dangerous combination as well: both poor and cheap.

Beja also has this sliver (or whatever it is; he won't let me get close enough to see) in his leg and when I try to get it out he keeps biting me.

Buddy never did that. He trusted me completely and let me take care of him but there's always been this "barrier" with Beja I never had with Buddy.

Yesterday my stupid computer also updated despite repeatedly asking me to update it and I kept putting it off knowing it will f*ck up and lock me out but it automatically did anyway....and it did lock me out not allowing my PIN, so I had it e-mail my PIN but being locked out of my computer I couldn't access my e-mail so I called up my hubby( who is 2 HRS behind us and luckily didn't start his game yet) to access my e-mail and tell me the code so I could get in which we did, thank God, but doesn't it figure always when he's away though? I can also still remember walking to school as a kid walking past this nice old Victorian house with the big wrap-around porch admiring it and wishing I lived there and then being completely blown away when my mother told me she  actually lived in that house growing up. Decades later a friend at the old church said she did the exact same thing as a kid walking to school looking at OUR house we live in now( she lived at the corner) wishing it was her house.

Our worth is not simply equal to the worst thought and the stupidest decision we’ve ever made. We are more than that.-Thomas Williams

 

Tuesday Thoughts.

"I could have been someone", well, so could anyone You took my dreams from me when I first found you I kept them with me, babe, I put them with my own Can't make it all alone, I've built my dreams around you.-The Pogues

The bravest thing I ever did was continue my life when I wanted to die, and nobody really knows.-Jace

I'd rather eat the Dorito off the floor.

They have big dicks,too!

My only relief is sleeping. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not alone, I'm nothing.-Escritoscrvibra

I need spoilers for my future to know if in the end I'm happy, because if not, I'll just kill myself right now.-Escritosvibra

She survived what should have killed her.

If you would kill your preborn child for being disabled, you don’t deserve a child to begin with.-Louise

Memory, all alone in the moonlight I can smile at the old days I was beautiful then I remember the time I knew what happiness was Let the memory live again.-Andrew Lloyd Webber

Sunny days Oh, sunny, sunny, sunny days Ain't nothin' better in the world, you know Than lyin' in the sun with your radio.-Lighthouse

Keep up the good work!

Bag? What bag? I didn't see any bag?😂

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Ah, that’s okay, and I’m alright I guess I’ll be lost again for one more night Ooh, and that’s alright, I’m okay I'll wear the albatross for one more day.-Big Wreck

Only a person you know can betray you. Then [sometimes] you snap.-CD Stevens

This should be a dental ad.

That's me but I don't see the big deal.

There are way too many things that could be solved by dying.-Zero

If I could die easily, I'd already be dead.-mpad3t

Beware of the cobra chickens!

My life was never kind to me. I hope my death will be.-Don'tLoveDave

Imagination has been replaced with conformity.-LLV808

She ain't pretty, she just looks that way.-The Northern Pikes

I'm the dog who gets beat Shove my nose in shit Won't you come and save me? Save me.-Alice In Chains

Rest in peace. The universe has become a little smaller since you left.-Zoya Rahman

She climbs into bed She pulls the covers overhead And she turns her little radio on She's had a rotten day So she hopes the DJ's Gonna play her favorite song.-Triumph

Nowhere is the dreamer Or the misfit so alone Subdivisions - In the high school halls In the shopping malls Conform or be cast out.-Rush

My sweet Lord My Lord Mmm, my Lord I really want to see you Really want to be with you Really want to see you, Lord But it takes so long, my Lord.-George Harrison