Running With Scissors.(Formerly HippoRastaPotamus)
Thursday, March 12, 2026
My Frozen Ass.
Last night I still had my bedroom window open from the night before as it was 10 C when I went to bed....
.....except the temp dropped during the night and woke me up from 1 am freezing my ass off!
It got to -2C but was really windy and felt like - 9C but I was so sleepy and groggy and comfy in my bed (and luckily I was wearing a hoodie so I could put the hood up over my head for added warmth)I didn't want to get up and out from under the warm blankets(Beja and I were really snuggled down under every blanket I had) and get up and freeze even more to close the window so we just froze our asses off for the next few hours until I got up. Yesterday I saw my first robin ( a sign of spring) as well, hiding under a car for shelter from the rain(and it was a Gutter Washer!) and spring is almost here ( next week!) we almost made it (it was a loooong winter!)and just have to hold on for a bit longer but we're supposed to get 5-10 cm of snow tomorrow so winter is just reminding us that it's not quite done yet.
Yesterday I also headbanged to Quiet Riot which I still remember(and smile at the memory) was the official band of my grade 10 math class and in doing so I also "un-kinked" my stiff sore neck and it felt better, and laugh remembering before when I used to wear make-up it makes me think of that expression "You can't put lipstick on a pig" and it makes me wonder as well if maybe I might have pancreatic cancer as the symptoms are similar to liver issues and it "hides" and is hard to detect and diagnose until the final stages? My back pain isn't just the typical back pain,either; it's sooooo bad I just want to scream.
Heart tired , mind tired , body tired and soul tired . I'm literally just tired.-AJoke
Thursday Thoughts.
I cannot wait to be freed from living in survival mode.-D













Judgment Day is coming, and none of them are escaping.-Sovereign Brah

I'm so uncomfortable all the time it’s like I just don’t belong here.-Fluttershy

Waking up is so disappointing.. please I want to die in my sleep..-Baby

“If you remain silent when you see injustice, you stand on the side of the oppressor.”
- Che Guevara




















What the fuck am I doing wrong that I am unable to be loved.-D







What is it called when you can’t take it anymore but you keep taking it?-User000000

In all honesty I just wanna give up.-Anxiety


The devil couldn't reach me so he made me feel like I didn't belong with anyone or anywhere.-Ev


Kinda lost passion for "life" a while ago. I am doing my best to have fun in the mean time but the truth is that I just remain fundamentally depressed.
whenever it gets too much, I will end it.-Oluchukwu















You don't realize how lonely you are until it's the end of the day and you have a bunch of things to talk about, but no one to tell them to.-Anxiety
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