Today's Pondering.

 

The Best Smell Ever.

Yesterday I got a bunch of lilacs by the bay. I ended up getting 6 vases full and as I got them I also saw a groundhog and a few geese.

Nothing smells better than lilacs.

Lilacs are the BEST smell ever.

The BEST smell in the world.

I always wanted them in either my wedding bouquet or for my funeral and since we got married in December it was out of season but if I die this month it's possible since May is lilac season...

As we were sitting out in the yard yesterday we could also smell lilacs wafting over from the neighbour's yard and it was the best smell ever and even Beja was captivated and kept putting his snoot up into the air and sniffing. Now I have lilacs all over and the house smells just amazing and it was the first thing I could smell when I woke up this morning. I also put a vase of them next to my mother's urn in the cabinet because she always loved them,too, and they always remind me of my childhood.

When I came back Beja really missed me and he was squeaking, jumping excitedly all over me, and he even "piddled" he was so excited so I guess he really does love me,afterall and it was nice to be missed. 

While I was out I also got these babies: these hanging petunias(when I mentioned they were petunias my hubby had no idea and just thought "Petunia" was the name of Porky Pig's GF)  for our front veranda pictured above and below. My hubby accused me of "lying" and getting stuff that 'wasn't on the list" so I showed him I did  actually have it on there afterall and this was the first time I've left the house in months and it wiped me out and I can't even DO the "Mall Crawl" anymore like I used to years ago; with my walking & breathing limitations even just walking thru Wal-Mart to pick up a few things wipes me out and gets me all sweaty and out of breath but I remember back in the 80s as a teen I was what they called a Mall Rat  and I practically lived at the shopping mall and I even used to joke I got my mail delivered there.HA!😂 The last time I was at the Eaton Centre a few years ago I was surprised to see too that they still have the decorative geese hanging from the ceiling that I remember being there as a kid.

They also picked up our recycling this week and just as a thumb-your-nose/kiss my ass gesture at the assholes I also snuck in a glass bottle at the bottom of the cans bin to get "back" at them for before, and they never even noticed, ha, ha,and yesterday The Shits were sooooo baaad as well I was outside in the middle of a toke when it suddenly hit me and I had to quickly snub out the doobie and run inside before I shit myself. I have to take Imodium pretty well every day now.

This can't be normal.

My hubby also got a red sunburn on the back of his neck from playing pickleball and now he's literally  a redneck, ha,ha, and one thing I just don't understand either are so-called "influencers"; I mean, who the hell cares what people who make online videos do/say/wear/advise, etc? 

Proof Beja loves me is also how much he missed me when I was out and now he keeps following me around everywhere and won't leave my side....and proof I love him when I had my chicken taco last night I gave most of the chicken to him.

I need spoilers for my future to know if I end up happy in the end, because otherwise I'll just kill myself now.-Leo

 

Thursday Thoughts.

I miss you Eddie.

I prefer it

My heart will always feel like it is missing a piece of you.-BuzzNerd

I swear therapy just isn't enough; I need to turn back time and prevent my mom and dad from ever meeting.-Nubedemarzo

I can't believe some people do this for 80 years.-323

Yup.

I passed away internally months ago. I'm just physically existing at this point.-Vamp

Mental health will take my life one day , it’s just a matter of when.-Ajoke