Truth For The Day.

 

Civic.

I love this!

Yesterday I had Indian samosa. My fave. is the potato and peas one, like the ones here.

Yummmmm!!!!

My hubby was off yesterday as it was a Civic holiday which is basically not even really an actual holiday but a Fed or the province decided that since we didn't originally have a holiday in August they decided to just make one.

I also saw The Man With The Black Dog  only now I have to change his name to The Man With The Black Dogs as he has 2 of them. He told me his dog had puppies with a Shiba Inu up the street 2 years ago and they had 4 puppies and he kept one for his daughter but she lives in an apt. and it didn't work out so well so now he has 2 black dogs, 1 aged 2 and his original which is now 15. He also said he's "not too fond" of Chihuahuas.

Oh,well.

I still love them.

This is also one of my fave. photos which is halfway decent  of moi where I don't actually look too bad.

It was from 2 years ago.

I also can't decide which is worse: my pain, the nausea, the cough, or the fatigue. I still have the baaaaad stomach, abdomenal and back pain as well.

It never ends.

I realize as well that Buddy was the only one that ever loved me without asking me to change and it hurts that I'm not Beja's fave. person even though he is MY dog. He likes my hubby and the 31 YR old way more than he likes me and he only hangs out with me if they're not around.

As always I'm the Last Resort.

I dread when the 31 YR old comes for the weekend as I know as soon as he sees him he'll completely forget all about me and go off with him.

Maybe he just prefers men to women....or maybe I just suck?

My friend P(from grade 6) is also in Newfoundland in a town called-and I shit you not-

Dildo!

Honest-to-God-no joke!

That's really the name!

HA!

Only a Newfie would name their town Dildo!

I'll never think that's not funny!! 😂😂

The people I’ve loved the most have traumatized the fuck out of me.-Marie

 

Pondering For Today.

 

Summer Memories.

Yesterday my old sunflowers from last week died but I got new ones just in time! 

Yay!

It really is the small things in life that bring the most happiness.

Yesterday I also saw my Angel Bird while I was outside smoking mi ganja( the only time I was even out as it just poured  rain all day!) and it was nice sitting out on the front veranda smoking mi doobie and watching it rain. I also just love the smell out in the country after it rains. We must have easily got 50mm yesterday and have the same forecasted again for today. I can still remember as well when the 31 YR old was little he actually thought I could control the weather as I'd tell him the night before it's going to snow the next day and he'd wake up and see everything covered in white so he thought I did it.

Kids are so funny and I miss those days.

Yesterday I was also joyfully singing Is This Love aloud along with Bob Marley and then my hubby came in and it suddenly all stopped as I had to turn it off and just like that my mood changed.

He is the killer of joy.

I also felt something running down my leg and touched it and it felt wet and when I looked I was surprised to see it was blood. It was dripping out of that sore /lesion thing on my lower right shin that's been there for awhile I wonder might be a cancer...

This morning my hubby also planned on going to pickleball except it's raining so I told him he can always pay the extra and do it indoors , it all depends on how badly he wants to go (it costs of 20$ each time indoors and he's cheap) as we all have to pay for the important things in life but I guess he decided not to because he just went back to bed, and WestJet  flight attendants are on strike(I often take them) but I agree with them though as they don't  get paid for ground work; only once they're in the air which isn't fair and who else does work but doesn't get paid for it, and I heard more again about one of my fave. schools(Gr. K-6 at the time) being violent now, with bullying, vandalism, racial slurs, even a fire set at the schools and teachers quitting en masse, etc. like the Sr. school used to be when I went.

 It just makes me so sad because it was so good when I went in the 70's, before  they merged it with the senior school next door( into one combined school,) the Jr. High (grade 7 and 8). They probably were hoping in doing so it would make the Jr. High kids better (as when I went the jr. High beside it was awful and that's where I was bullied) except it only ended up contaminating the Jr. school and making it bad. It was like when our next-door neighbours in Toronto had cockroaches and got fumigated and then they all just came over to our house.

It still doesn't negate MY experience though or change how I feel about it when I went, it still WAS good then,but it really makes me sad though what it's become now.

Standing in the shadows Hiding from the light Reach out in the darkness And hold on for your life All the fear of the future All the loneliness inside When the moment of truth arrives hey You can run but you can hide.-Triumph

 

Monday Memes.

I had that exact same one. I loved it!

You'll never know how damaged a person is until you try to love them.-21

The trick is hiding it in soft liverwurst and rolling it into a ball.

Oh,nevermind....I'll just do it myself!

Gotcha!

I'm not as dumb as people think I am.

THIS.

Just wait until the toilet paper finds out...😂

The 31 YR old does. He was with me.

😂😂

Bingo wings.

I feel like such a temperory person in everyone's life.-55

Those things aren't cheap!!

Ewwwww!!!

and try to dodge the airborne flip-flop aimed at your head.

Freeeeedoooom!!!

😂😂

I'm just unlovable and ruin everything I touch. I wish I didnt exist anymore.-Kor Savaga

No chains around my feet but I'm not free I know I am bound here in captivity Yeah, now (Never know what happiness is) I've never known happiness.-Bob Marley

I don't want my entire life to be an act of letting go; for once, I want to belong to some place and never have the need to leave.-xshenaybhi

There are just some things that you can never tell.

Let go the line.

All the racist assholes today would likely have Him deported.

In all honesty I don’t think I ever want someone to be super close to me again.-Iza

I'm dead tired I'm sick of trying to stay inspired 'Cause I've been walking round on fire, on fire I've been dead tired, dead tired.-The Glorious Sons