Wordless Wednesday.

 

Truth For The Day.

 

Pirates Of Hormuz

This is the sky this morning. You can't really tell too well from the photos(here and below) but you can from outside and from inside the house: it looks really dark out, like it's nighttime or during an eclipse. It's due to the wildfire smoke wafting over from the forest fires in North Western Ontario & Quebec. It started last night and at first I thought a house right here in town was on fire it was so smoky and the acrid  burned smell was so strong and it's still here today but this morning I heard on the news it was due to the drifting wildfire smoke. I remember last year though it came all the way from Alberta which is almost all the way across the other end of the country in the West. Yesterday it was sooooo hot as well you couldn't even go outside and the air was so hot and "thick" you could hardly even breathe. The grass is also turning brown and the leaves on the trees are wilting. It felt like 45C yesterday and even this morning by 7 am it was already 24C but has a humidex of  32C already!

Ugh!

Now f*ckwit Trump has not only resumed attacks on Iran( so much for the "ceasefire") but he's also policing the Strait Of Hormuz which is in Iranian territory and now he's deciding which ships can pass/navigate thru the passage and is controlling the critical shipping waterway and even says now since USA is "protecting" ships' "safe passage" he's charging them a 20% "fee" of the worth of their cargo as "compensation."

Yes, really.

Who does he think he is though?

USA is *NOT* the "boss" of the world!!!!!

They seriously need to f*ck off and someone needs to kill that guy fast!

Now they are nothing but the PIRATES OF HORMUZ.

TRUMP IS NOTHING BUT A PIRATE.

and a pedophile.

let's not also forget that.

My hubby also informed me yesterday that he and the youngest will be away all upcoming weekend in London as the second-oldest is flying in from Vancouver to be a part of an "old friend's" wedding, but when I asked him for more details, such as which friend, their name, and are they from the old church, Cadets, university, etc. he had no idea, to see if it was maybe someone I knew or remember, so it made me suspicious, esp. since they are very well known for hiding things from me and having their own little "club" and secrets I've never been a part of  and excluding me from and it even makes me wonder if it's really  actually the 30 YR old getting married who lives in London with his fiance....

I really wouldn't put it past them.

Esp. since before when he changed his gender(which is BIG NEWS) and no one even bothered to tell me and they kept it secret from me for months, if not years and I've never been a part of their "inner circle" and am always left out.

That just really hurt.

That would just be a real betrayal and really cruel,hurtful and mean though; for one of the kids to get married behind my back and not only to NOT invite  me but to not even tell me. I know we've never got along (and he's the one that when he visited for Christmas would give gifts to everyone except  me in an obvious cruel and deliberate snub)and I couldn't leave Beja alone all weekend anyway (and my back couldn't take a 5 HR drive) but it would still be a really awful  thing to do.

It just doesn't make sense to me that if it's her friend getting married why my hubby and the youngest have to go and also why would she spend hundreds of $$$$ on airfare to just come down  all that way( over 5 HR flight) for a weekend just for a wedding  for an old friend(but you might for a sibling)? She doesn't exactly have the $$$.

It's just that my experiences in life has made me suspicious and question everything.

It's my second nature.

"From suffering the strongest souls are born. The greatest personalities bear deep scars."-Khalil Gibran

Musing For Today.

 

Sauna.

Today it's going to feel like a sauna!

It's supposed to go up to an ungodly 37C with a humidex of 45C!

The hottest day we've had yet and set to break a record of 90 years!

Holy f*ck!

That's too hot to even go outside!!!!

Yesterday I also saw a monarch butterfly, something I used to see alot as a kid and enjoy but I rarely see now. For the past 3 days my eyes have also been really swollen and itchy I presume are my allergies, most likely those annoying seed things that keep falling off our vines in the backyard.

Yesterday our Internet was also off for 3 HRS as apparantly someone digging cut thru the underground cables affecting a great part of the province and the worst part of it is that now everything runs off the Internet , not only the computer but also the TV and...the worst: the music, which I get off either my computer, Alexa , or the Google Home device so when it goes down everything  goes down with it and you lose everything. Back in the 70s and 80s we never had Internet but we still did  have the TV and music but nowadays when it goes down I also lose the TV and music as well so there's nothing left.

I just spent the 3 HRS sitting outside but I really think I should see if I could get an old-fashioned radio.

If heaven exists, I hope it’s full of every animal we ever loved running toward us again.-Antodepressantcontent

 

Tuesday Thoughts.

Still the best!

Just God and my dog.

Love lost taught me that not everyone who comes into our lives is meant to stay.-Maggie Cuellar

Kindly go intercourse yourself.

...and I never will.

Beja Dyson!

It's starting to feel like theres nothing here for me anymore whats even the point of living?-Lotte

When people are denied a normal existence, that's precisely when they strive to have one.-Pablo Gutierrez

Piss off!!

You can never depend on other people.

So you can't re-record over it.

I feel like I've lost everything that made me myself.-Lotte

Attachment ain’t no joke. Losing your favorite person can destroy you mentally.-Faye

I say goodbye to romance, yeah Goodbye to friends, I tell you Goodbye to all the past I guess that we'll meet, we'll meet in the end.-Ozzy Osbourne

Yesterday has been and gone Tommorow will I find the sun Or will it rain? Everybody's having fun Except me, I'm the lonely one I live in shame.-Ozzy Osbourne

I hope my absence gives you the peace my love couldn't.-Jace

You don’t realize how much I despise myself.-Umi

You forgot the brown...

"You're so distant" you literally made me feel like I wasn't important.-ayospawned

Death is the only peace I will ever know.-Iliketoeatoatmeal