Today is my birthday. I am now 53. OLD FART, ha, ha. I honestly didn't think I would live this long and always thought I would die before I was 50. Oh, well. Fun fact: I wasn't even supposed to be born until February actually but I was a Preemie, born 6 weeks early and my mother always bragged how it wasn't that bad and how she only had a 4 hour labour which is incredible for a first baby; the average is 12 hours and mine was 24 hours, 18 HRS unmedicated and my average is 12-14 HRS and my shortest was my last one, 7 HRS and only because he was induced due to my liver failure and I was already 3 cm dilated at 37 weeks before the induction,too.
For my gifts I got the Bob Marley lava lamp from my hubby I mentioned before and chocolate from my mother. The kids never made me cards either even though they do for my mother and my hubby but they don't care enough about me to bother. They say my hubby threatens them to do his , that if they don't he won't drive them anywhere and I don't know if that's actually true or not; it sounds like something awful he'd do but they could also just be saying that as an excuse. With my family you never know as they're always playing Mind-Games and trying to f*ck with me.
I did get a nice gift from God this morning: snow! I didn't get it for Christmas but it came just over a week later for my birthday. When I was out early this morning before sunrise walking Buddy it was coming down nicely( and still is) and it was so still and quiet, peaceful and serene and I enjoyed the quiet and solitude, with the snow falling on my eyelashes and all I could think of was Stille Nacht. It was like walking in a silent winter wonderland or a snowglobe. It was just so beautiful and it did my spirit and my soul good. There wasn't a single soul or sound out there, just us.
So today I'll be celebrating by enjoying the snow, eating chocolate, snuggling with my fave. dog and smoking weed.
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