Friendship And Kindness.

My friend in Brazil posted this beautiful sunflower pic on my Facebook wall just because. Just because she knows I love sunflowers. Wasn't that just the nicest, sweetest, most thoughtful thing ever? it really made my day. I have to say she is one of my dearest friends and it's also sad too to realize( that before we met and became friends) that even prefect strangers care more about me and treat me better than my own family does. Now that's just really, really sad. Buddy's shit is also back to normal yesterday and today,too, much to my relief; no more bloody diarrhrea and the other day this pink fleshy thing also came out that looked like a chunk of raw meat,too, and I think I might have solved the mystery to the cause: I found a small chicken bone on the floor so maybe that's what it was; someone dropped it or it fell off someone's plate or he dug it out of the garbage or whatever and was eating it and shards came off and cut along his digestive tract causing the bleeding? In any case he seems fine now, thank God. My mother also went to the ER last night as her BP was high: 169/100 (normal is 120/80) and I don't really know what she expected them to do, and the doc just said to increase her night-time BP meds dose. I bet it was due to her cheating on her diabetes diet when she had that ice cream, and at my worst 13 YRS ago mine was 175/150 and I'm still alive so hopefully she'll be OK. My arthritis is really bad today too, esp. my back and legs I can harly move. Everything just hurts.

I also got this photo of the oldest he sent me last night of him getting an exemption card to having to wear a mask; he somehow sweet-talked and convinced someone somehow to get it as he's a rebel like me,does his own thing, and refuses to go along with the crowd, be mandated to or be a mindless Sheeple (good for him! That's my boy!!!) and I was laughing so much at the photo, it was the funniest thing I've seen I was literally crying and tears were running down my face and my ribs hurt.. Stick it to The Man!! The 17 YR old and I both have colds,too, even though everyone wears masks, and we must have caught it from someone, proving that masks don't even work!  They're just scaring people using fear tactics into compliance and blind obedience!!!!! I also overheard the kids discussing how incest is still one of society's last taboos and the 17 YR old goes, Except for Alabama.... and the 25 YR old informed me that a gram of uranium has something like over a billion calories,too, but then the question still remains why would you eat uranium in the first  place? For one thing it would kill you so it would be the last  thing you ate. I had this scary nightmare last night too that I had the realization That was the last time you'll ever see Buddy.... and I was so scared I woke up, and I thought it was real and then I was so glad to see that it was just a dream and he was still there beside me, alive and well, sleeping soundly, snoring softly.