Snake Surprise!

Yesterday on her way walking to work the 17 YR old was surprised by this: a black and yellow striped garter snake on a rock! At first she thought it was just a rope until it started slithering and then she freaked-out! We do live out in the country(cottage country) so I guess it's not to be totally unexpected although it's not something you expect to see either. I can remember too when I was about 5 or 6 at the cottage one day my mother was out getting a suntan in her bikini laying stretched out on her back with her eyes closed and I had found this long green live garter snake and so I picked it up and being the kid I was I plunked it down on her bare belly for laughs and it started moving and she shot up, sitting bolt upright and just shrieked,screaming and fresking-out and I just thought it was the funniest thing ever. I still remember it and so does she. Speaking of the cottage, I'm such a loser too that even 2 of my cousins I sent Facebook Friend requests to over a week ago haven't even accepted either so even they reject me,too.  Buddy also had blood in his shit yesterday, something he hasn't had in a long time, but seemed normal otherwise, still eating, playing,and going for his walks, and today no more blood but a huge gross slimy, muscous-y diarrhrea that just squirted out so maybe it was just something he ate?

Yesterday I also squeezed this hard white thing in the outer line of my bottom lower lip that had been there for awhile, it looked like a tiny little pearl that had been bugging me and it finanly popped and something slimy shot out across the room and now it's gone and there's a little hole left now and it's tender and red so I don't know if it was just clogged like an infected pimple or something or if it might have been some of the old lip injection gel I had done over 15 YRS ago and last night 3 times within a few minutes I also had this horrific blinding white-hot pain in my abdomen only on my leftside( up until now the source had always been on my right side, plus general pain diffused in my entire general abdomen area and back) and it felt like a popping or a snapping and it was sooo intense I couldn't even stand up and I literally saw a flash of light and I bowled over and doubled-over in pain and I do  have Diverticulitis so maybe it was one of the sacs in my abdomen got imflamed and popped or something or perhaps part of my colon had a kink in it or got twisted and then untwisted again?It was so bad though I thought I was going to black-out. I wonder what it was? Yesterday my mother also said the meth-head next-door was tweaking-out on the lawn; staring into space and randomly would sob and loudly yell stuff out and maybe it's not drugs though and she's just assuming; maybe he has mental health issues, but whatever it was we came inside just in case.

My mother is also finally starting to listen to both what the doctor and I both havebeen telling her all along, to get outside and get fresh air and sunshine, to eat every few hours, to drink more, to take better care of her diabetes...and guess what? She's feeling better now and not so lathargic and nauseated every day and she has more energy,too! Gee, who would have ever guessed, and with Trump trying to ban Tik-Tok  also reminds me of the Nazis burning books and I heard as well if he loses the election he's going to try to envoke some emergency powers to hold on to the Presidency longer, like the dictator he is(he thinks he's the emperor) and it really wouldn't surprise me if he is  the Anti-Christ, and it would explain so much. I read as well about a priest that told a lector in Mass to remove his BLM shirt as people complained.What a hypocritcal piece of shit. God loves everyone and Jesus said to love your neighbour. The 25 YR old also said he thinks it's "creepy" too how Muslims pray 5 times a day but I think it's beautiful and I admire it and their strong faith and I think it's too bad that everyone  doesn't have faith in God like that.

I might have got an answer too that may explain my life of extreme suffering, misery, unhappiness,misfortune, trauma, hardship, bad luck, struggle, etc: so I could advance spiritually; perhaps enlightenment is a coping mechanism the human body develops in extreme suffering and only in so much suffering it has enabled me to advance very quickly spiritually and attain a higher spiritual consciousness and maybe that's why God has allowed me to suffer so much in my life; so that spiritually I advance and grow stronger, and become closer to Him(or maybe it was some sort of "test" to see if put theu extreme trials if I would still have faith and trust in God or if I would blame Him and turn away?) so maybe it wasn't a "punishment" or a curse afterall and something good will come out of it in the end?

UPDATE:

A few hours after this initial post Buddy had more blood in his watery diarrhrea again incl. a couple of little clots as well as alot of mucus yet still seems OK otherwise so hopefully again just something he ate that disagreed with him but it worries me so much...