This.

This is what I've been doing for the past few sunny days: out suntanning! We're supposed to get a storm today though and for the past 2 days I also have this blinding headache and it feels like my head is going to explode. My Pink-Eye is soooo bad too the worst it's been in years and my poor eyes are all red, swollen, itchy and runny and the itch is driving me crazy I want to scratch my eyes out and I'd even rather have pain than itch as the itch just drives me insane! I woke up this morning as well with crusty eyes and my eyes stuck together with cruddy-crike. It's just so agonizing! It drives me up the wall! I'm allergic to the eyedrops too and my nose also runs and nothing works to relieve it, either, not even the usual allergy meds so I'm just miserable. Ugh!

This is also my latest craving as well as the most delicious thing ever: chocolate peanutbutter ice-cream! it's just sooooo good words can't even begin to describe it( yes, I know, gluttony is my biggest sin, ha,ha!) I got a whole 2 L container of it and as it turns out no one else likes it so it's all just for me, whoop, whoop! Last night 2 of my hubby's brothers also dropped by for a short visit and wanted to know how to "hack" the system to get free TV as they have to pay a whopping 200$ a month for cable so my hubby told them how to by-pass it and access channels other ways for free because he's smart and clever like that.

This is also one of my Jr. High bullies I came across on Facebook, suggested to me as People you might know.Yes, I know her all right, I'll never forget her. She was, in fact, the ringleader of them all, and the worst, and I'll never forget how she tormented me, incl. putting my clothes into the toilet completely submerging them in water during swim class, and throwing sticky wads of gum into my hair, the cruel names she called me, how she made fun of me, and all the rest. I couldn't see what she's doing now or any other info, just the picture and name( and she's married too as she now has a hypenated name and I'm surpried too someone would actually marry  that monster; poor guy) and I recognized her right away as she looks pretty much the same, just older, and I'm surprised actually that she didn't end up in prison, and I found out another of the bullies ended up a pimp, and one of them had a baby at 16 and dropped out of school which really didn't surprise me, the trailer trash that they are, and it surprised and hurt me as well to see that my bestie in grade 8 also has her added as a FB "friend" now too, despite how horrible she was to me back then and I can't help but feel betrayed as she was right there by my side during it all and saw it all first-hand and even after all these years I can't see how she'd even consider adding her. I have forgiven  them after all this time, yes, but that still doesn't mean I'm ever going to trust them or be their friend  and I'll never ever forget or heal as the wounds their abuse left lasted a lifetime and have left such irrepairable damage I'm still trying to deal with it..