That's F*ckin' Gross!!

THIS is the grossest thing I've seen in a long time, or as my friend G (in Ottawa) always used to say(and when I saw this I could just hear him saying it) That's f*ckin' gross!! When I saw it I was so grossed-out I also laughed. I also sent it to the older boys joking here's your new girlfriend! because guys always say how they love big boobs but this is just so over-done and phony it's obscene and unnatural, her entire look,not just the boobs. Each boob apparantly weighs 11 pounds so that's 22 pounds of boobs in total and she also got kicked off a flight recently for being indecent so now she's suing for "discrimination." OK, lady, if you want to inflate your boobs like flotation devices that's up to you but at least have the decency to cover up in public,ok? Big boobs are NOT so great in reality though; they're big, heavy and give you a sore back. I had them before( naturally but not this big!) and I had to have 2 breast reductions(1 at 18 and 1 a few years ago after breastfeeding the kids and they were even bigger  and all stretched out the doctor described as a tennis ball in a sock. These boobs looks like  over-inflated beachballs abd I bet she isn't able to sleep on her stomach, that's for sure but can float really well swimming! 😂 There are no words other than this is the grossest thing I've seen all week.

Yesterday a chipmunk also ran into the house when I had the back door open and Buddy chased it but it quickly ran back out and I have this hard itchy bump on my left leg above my knee as well that's either a blood clot or a mosquito bite on a varicose vein and it would be funny if I died too because I'm wearing a Pac-Man  shirt that says Game Over on it, and yesterday the 15 YR old went camping with his friend and his family as well and I told him if he gets attacked by a bear to just play dead, plus the usual: to be polite, to behave, to not be rude, and to have fun, and I had a dream I went to North Korea, and there was also this reptilian alien-type guy that looked almost human but he was really big and tall and bald with human-like eyes; kind-looking eyes like Liam Neeson but reptilian face and 2 holes for a nose and blue shiny skin with brown spots like a frog and webbed hands and feet and he was trying to show me how to do something but I didn't get it and he said, You really don't understand what I'm telling you, do you? and I was ashamed and embarrassed and apologized for being so dumb, expecting this was when he'd start admonishing me for being so stupid like everyone else always does except he didn't;  he was kind  and said, OK; I'll just try and explain it to you in another way... and I was overwhelmed by his kindness and compassion.I'm not used to anyone actually being nice to me!

The almost 21 YR old was also promoted to manager at her fashion job so she'll be quitting her other job at the cinema, and I have this shiny, red, raw, stinging thing on the part where my right leg attaches to my torso I'm pretty sure is yeast from being moist in the folds and flab(eww.....I know) and I think I found my enemy that's been killing my sunflower seedlings: a robin! I've seen it flying away from the area and hanging around squawking for me to leave when I'm sitting there; damn pest! I just want to throw something at it! The 27 YR old also works with someone who was vacationing in Jamaica when the COVID scamdemic first hit and everything and everyone was locked down so she had to stay there for 2 years and couldn't get back home! LUCKY!!!! I wish I had been "stranded" in Jamaica for 2 years and couldn't get back! That would be a dream come true for me!!

I was also saying how devastated I'll be when Buddy dies and my hubby dismissed it and brushed it off as nothing saying, You'll be OK... but he's my best friend, my soul-mate, my entire life, my only reason for living, my everything, and although I have been thru alot worse than losing a dog( and I have lost dogs before) Buddy's different; he's not just any old dog; he's my lifeline, my anchor, the meaning and purpose in my life, the only thing I have left  to keep me going, and he also said there's a reason everyone hates me; my family and being bullied in school, etc. that I'm the problem; that it's my fault,  even though there are just some people like me that don't like people and that people don't like,and people just don;t like those that are different(like I am)  and aren't like other people, and it makes me weird and unlikable but it's NOT my fault that I'm autistic and bipolar,either.

On the ice-blue line of insanity is a place most never see.-Michael Sembello