Good Riddance 2021!
Finally an end to yet another shitty year! 2021 can kiss my ass and it was another terrible, horrible, awful Scamdemic year run by the tyrannical COVIDian Regime limiting eveyone's freedom and scaring the public into mass hysteria and paranoia with their fear-mongering turning them into mindless obedient sheeple and now the restrictions are even worse and they're making the prisoners in the old-age homes get a fourth booster now,too,and social gatherings now limited to only 10 people and many New Year's Eve festivities have been cancelled as well(I haven't gone to a NYE party in forever as I can't stay up that late anymore but I used to in my 20's and 30's, in full formal ballgown attire and the whole bit only minus the alcohol) and it's not right to always ruin everyone's fun all the time, and in Quebec it's even worse; NO public gatherings at all,curfew,(it's Martial Law!) and all public worship has been banned as well yet if they did that in China they would cry human rights violations and religious persecution(which is is of course) and put sanctions on them but they do the exact same thing here and think nothing of it because this country is a Fascist hypocritical shithole. The 22 YR old and her BF are sick now too but they don't have to worry it's COVID though because they've been vaccinated and we all know how "well" the vaccines work, right....ha, ha....either that or the vaccines really DON'T work or they're NOT really vaccines...a true vaccine prevents you from getting the disease; it doesn't lessen it and if you had to get 3 polio vaccines, for instance and still got Polio you'd be asking questions so why is it any different for COVID?
The 27 YR old also told me something funny: Depression Bath Bomb: a toaster, and he says the reason I'm upset I never got a Christmas present is because I'm "materialistic" and "bow down to Capitalist consumerism" when the real reason is I just want to be loved, acknowledged, thought of, remembered, and included, and I overheard him asking my mother to help him get revenge on so-and-so and she replied, How can I help? instead of the more expected WTF? or something along those lines but that's my family for you, and it's my birthday next week too and I'm going to be 55(I feel so old!) and I want Eat Me inscribed on my cake, and my hubby's finishing off 2 weeks' vacation and luckily he hasn't disrupted my routine or been in my space or in my face.
My fave. dispensary is also back to delivery so I ordered a CBD topical cream to help with my arthritis pain(and it was on sale for 51$ and I remember when I used to buy the expensive 100$ face creams at the swanky cosmetic counters at the fancy department stores too when I used to have $$$ and now I just get the 10$ ones) and I tried a cannabis-infused mango-pineapple sparkling drink too but it was soooo gross it was bitter and sour and tasted like tangerine and grapefruit I had to choke it down because I spent $$ on it and wasn't going to waste it but I'm never getting that again but I wanted to try it. It was the cool Jamaican guy delivering it too and I like that guy; he's always so friendly and nice and he says to me, Here ya go Darlin; enjoy, and have a happy new year! Jamaicans are always so nice and easy-going, friendly and easy to get along with and I always feel a bond and a connection to them. They're my people!
I also decided to keep the Christmas tree up a week longer(I normally take it down on New Years) as I like it and I'm not ready to see it go yet so I'll take it down next weekend, on Epiphany, so that way I still get to enjoy it a week longer(I really wish it could stay all year) and have it for my birthday as well; I can just say it's still up for Orthodox Christmas, and yesterday hitting the bong I wondered why it was so extra strong and harsh on my throat and then I realized I'd forgotten to put the water in the bong( duh!) so I put what little snow we have left( we're supposed to get 10-15 cm on Sunday though so we'll get more to replace it) in to cool it down. I also realized that a farm is really just a really, really, really big garden and I saw a neighbour flying a flag I didn't recdognize at first; it was red and white and looked like it had a rook in the middle but then when it unfurled I saw it was just the Canadian flag. HA!
I also had this weird dream I was in Toronto to shop and there was a bombing and I was burned and had broken teeth and the worst of it was I was pissed-off that I never got to go shopping, and I noticed Buddy has a hard lump the size of a Cadbury Easter Creme Egg in his groin as well; what used to be squishy before and I thought was a hernia so I now wonder is a tumour(and he has cancer like I feared all along) and the only thing I still want to keep from this life once I die is my dog and he is the best thing to ever happen to me in my entire life, and I'm living my childhood dream and had the kids I wanted so why am I still so unhappy?
See ya next year!
The tips of my wings are freezing and I can no longer fly.
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