Reasons To Keep Living.

REASONS TO KEEP LIVING:

- I don't want to leave Buddy

- I want to see what happens next on my fave. TV show

- I want to read Prince Harry's new book

- I want to see the movie Empire Of Light

- I want to try the new Papa Johns mini Papa Bites

- I want to sit in the sun again and feel the sun on my face

- I still want to travel more

- I want to see more starlit nights

- I want to hear the birds chirp and sing again

-I want to see the flowers bloom and smell them

- I want to go back to the beach

-I want to swim in the ocean again

-I want to get more sunflowers and put them in a vase in my livingroom

- I want to hold a baby again

- I want to feel the feeling of taking off in a plane again

- I want to see the new season of The Blacklist

- I want to go to a concert again

-I hope to have sex again 

-I want to see more sunsets 

My suicidal ideation is caused not by a need to leave life, but to leave the kind of life I have been living.

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