With the stress of everything going on with my mother lately I need to get away and so I've decided to book a trip and with the Scamdemic and not able to go anywhere for so long(it's been 3-4 years now since I've been away) I was able to save up a few thousand so I have the $$$$ but now I'm not sure where to go; I've always wanted to go to India(I've always loved their culture, music, and food) and I almost did 11 years ago but then had to have my gallbladder out and now it's monsoon season and I could always go back to the Caribbean which I love and have been to several times except now it's hurricane season(until October) and I've also always wanted to go to Australia but I can't since I won't get the "Clot-Shot" and I'm hoping to go somewhere I haven't been; somewhere new, and I've already been to 37 countries, but my hubby suggested maybe a safari where I can see hippos in their native habitat so that's possible, maybe in Kenya or Zimbabwe, as long as I don't get captured by rebels, unless, of course, they happen to be Marxist rebels, in that case I may end up joining them and staying( ha, ha) or maybe to Switzerland or back to the Netherlands(I've already been 3 times) to do an assisted suicide trip. First I have to decide where I'm going and then I'll contact my travel agent but I want to go for 2 weeks because just 1 week isn't going to do it and I need to go on a plane,and get far, far, away At least now I have the $$$ and that's always the hardest part.
It's also so hot now 28 C with humidex in the 30's it's even hotter than Vancouver and Edmonton( ha, ha, suck it, guys!) I could only suntan for 90 min. yesterday and it's days like this I really wish we had the pool open but my hubby and mother say it's "not worth" the expense( 2K every summer for the chemicals) "just for me" and today's also officially the first day of summer, and yesterday I visited my mother, who is back on oxygen again and still nauseated and they had her sitting up in a chair for a couple of hours and I told her she has to be up and around and not always in bed or else the hospital might very well end up transferring her to a long-term care home(which she doesn't want) so hopefully that will motivate her and even with a hammer I still couldn't crack open a coconut so my hubby had to do it and then I roasted it, and I heard in 1923 this shithole passed a racist Chinese anti-immigration law too that lasted for years and discrimated against Chinese. The more I hear about things like this the more I hate this shithole more and more and the more dark secrets from its past are revealed.
I've also always loved animals and nature and flying and growing up I've wanted to be a vet or a pilot but unfortunately you need math for both ( or anything in the sciences) and I've always sucked at math, and I would have made a good botanist or biologist too but then again.....math. It's always held me down and held me back and prevented me from being able to pursue or succeed at things I'm interested in, and I used to be so close to the 20 YR old too when she was younger but once she started stealing at 14 that just broke something in me and I couldn't feel the same about her and then once she shut me out and started hating me and cut me out of her life it shattered me and took me years to recover but now I've disconnected from her completely and don't even miss her anymore.
Who likes to sing
As loudly as he can
And all he says is
It suits me fine
That's the way I am.-Jane Siberry
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