3 Really Good Days.

All good things must come to an end eventually but I had a really good 3 days with just Buddy and I here at home. I could get used to this full time, I really could. Last night for the final day I also ordered-in food for one last final hurrah: Penne Alfredo with garlic bread and boneless bites which are basically glorified chicken nuggets.I originally just wanted to order the pasta but they don't deliver under 20$ so I had to add the nuggets,too. I got them from Pizza Hut (I call Pizza Slut)even though I don't like their pizza because their crust is greasy I do like their pasta. It was delivered in record time,too, less than 30 minutes, which was really good because I was really hungry! The 29 YR old also had yesterday off work, too, so I shared with him, and I always share with Buddy so there wasn't any left-over for today like I'd hoped but I guess some things aren't meant to last. I have no idea what time the guys got back last night but it must have been really late because the 29 YR old got back from The Club at 2: 30 am and they still weren't home but the car is back in the driveway now so they got back sometime after that and everyone's still up in bed now sleeping.

I resent that they always exclude me(and I have every right to) but at the same time I also know that I had waaay more fun here than I ever would have had there with them and I also bet that I even had more fun than they did as well, Buddy and I just went wild and really let loose, ha, ha. It's also countdown and just 3 more days until Christmas and it's always so stressful for me I have to slip away from the chaos and go outside and smoke a big Fatty and yesterday it was so cold out ( -13 C) my hands were numb and I'm surprised my bong water didn't freeze, and my abdomen kept making these really loud gurgling sounds I could feel as well, and the 29 YR old said that people "either have time or money, not both" which is true and he also made up mistletoad  from "mistletoe" and "toad" and then I said Nissaltoad because when he was little he used to call frogs "nissals."

That's it from here for now. Now I have to get back to my miserable life. My Christmas break is over.

I need to find a new balance in my life.-Ari Dell