Daily Thought.

 

Combination Of Life.

Today is a dull, drizzly, rainy day to just hunker down inside with a candle(I have a new pumpkin scented one!) and now that fall is soon approaching we're going to have alot more days like this and less and less outside days.

Shit.

My hubby said he got across the border ok and it took 45 minutes to cross but it IS a long weekend so more traffic and at least they didn't pull him over for an inspection or interrogate or strip search him or tear the car apart or anything like that like they could have. I remember I had a friend at the old church in Ottawa too who was a customs/border agent and she stopped a kidnapping once; she saw a father and 2 kids trying to cross over and she felt something "suspicious" and asked the kids if their mother knew where they were and they honestly answered "no" and so she detained them and called the mother who said there was a custody battle and it turned out he had kidnapped them so she called the police and he was arrested and the kids returned to their mother. Holy shit! She's one of the good ones.

The guy also came for the furnace and A/C yesterday and said the A/C is "on its last legs"(but it is 21 years old!) and the "compressor" is really struggling (and costing us alot in electricity to run)and barely holding on but to replace it costs 3K and "just" 10K for a new A/C unit(which we don't have and we just got the new furnace last YR we'll be paying off for the next 15 YRS) it might as well be a million$$ but at least it got us thru this summer and we'll worry about it  next summer when it comes(and I could be dead by then,anyway) and I was wondering as well how do I really know that my hubby is at a chess tournament this weekend and not actually away with his mistress instead? In any case, I really don't even care; I'm just glad he's away 4 days and I get a nice quiet break,too!

The fruit on our vines is also turning purple now(it's hard to see here though,sorry about that but I couldn't get any closer) and we have a cricket in the house and I can hear it chirping but I don't mind as I like the sound and it must have hopped in when I had the door open letting Buddy (who is the heartbeat of my soul) in or out to pee,and my cousins( the ones that live in Europe and just got back from safari) were on the way to the cinema too and they hit a deer and it badly damaged the front and underneath part of their car but luckily no one got hurt(  except, I presume, for the deer) and most schools go back on Tuesday the day after Labour Day  but here not until Wednesday for some reason but I bet the kids are happy to get an extra day of summer vacation, and my hubby is the only person I ever knew that was actually excited to go back to school; everyone else hated it and dreaded it,  but he is a super nerd,too,and he also took the optional grade 13 ( which was later phased out  in 1986,the year after I graduated) but I never did; I couldn't wait to get out of there after grade 12! 

I also think trans is a mental illness( body dysmorphia) esp.. the guys trying to be women and esp. when they even go as far as trying to "replicate" having periods, childbirth, or breastfeeding,that's just really f*cked up, and I have mental illness myself (depression, bipolar, and likely borderline as well) so I know mental illness and delusions when I see it. What's even stranger though is how society tries to normalize ,promote, encourage, and glorify it though instead of getting them the psychiatric help they need.It's all part of the de-population plan; getting people to mutilate their reproductive organs so they can't reproduce.

Oh, you're the best friend that I ever had I've been with you such a long time You're my sunshine and I want you to know That my feelings are true I really love you Oh, you're my best friend.-Queen

 

Weekend Words.

Let go and let God.

...and each and every day!

Another country!

For god's sake, wash that nasty ass of yours!

I just show up.

Longing for, used to be Still it's hard, hard to see Fragile lives Shattered dreams.-The Offspring