Meltage.

Now it's getting mild ( 5 C yesterday!) the snow's really melting quickly and now we can even start to see the tops of the garden lights(shown here)! The neighbour behind us also finally turned off his outdoor Christmas lights,too!It's not over though as we're supposed to get a bit snow tonight and then again Friday night and more next week so even though it's all melting,dripping, wet, and puddly now and feels like spring winter isn't done yet. Yesterday was also my cousin's hubby's birthday(the ones with the horses); he's 75 and I can still remember when I was a kid going on his  Corvette,boat ,and snowmobile and that time we went  into a snowbank and I went flying  head-first into a snowbank and he begged me NOT to tell my mother and I just thought it was funny.Yesterday and today my abdomenal pain and headache is also back now my hubby and the 17 YR old also are( coincidence, I think not...) and I would have thought as soon as my hubby finished work yesterday he'd go to the grocery store since we ran out of food( and my stomach was literally growling I was so hungry) but nooooo; he spent 2 HRS playing chess on his computer instead(but he's never had his priorities straight and always does stuff for him before family obligations and it just makes me soooo MAD!) and then he got the wrong laundry detergent too and got the stupid pods( because they were on  sale) even though I had liquid written down because that's what our washing machine takes! Why can't he just get the right f*cking thing?

I also think it doesn't add up and it contradicts the reports they're releasing about the Pope,too; saying he's critical....yet at rhe same time he's also up and walking...but when you're critical you're just laying there in bed semi-conscious( or even in a coma) half-dead, so my guess is he's maybe even already dead but they don't want to say anything until they've already arranged his successor. I also would hope since Buddy and I are Parallel Spirits  and soulmates it means we'll also die together as well, and I choose with my mother to remember the good and the good times we had and not dwell on the bad and I would hope that my kids would show me the same grace once I'm dead,too, and remember the funny things I said or did or that made them laugh and smile, like a funny accent I did or a joke I told, and smile at the memory. I also get mail now addressed To The Estate of my mother so I guess everyone got the info she died, and for some reason I always thought Talking Heads were British but I found out they're actually from NY and it surprised me. Not that it matters  and I don't really care; it's just that you go thru your life thinking one thing when really it's something else.

Life is just like that..

It's just the body in the grave. The spirit has already left.