Valentina.

Today for Valentines Day my hubby gave me a bunch of chocolates( shown here) for my stash(my fave. is the Ferrero Rocher bars) and I'll be giving him his gift later tonight( if he wants it), even though I'll be so stiff and sore I won't be able to walk properly for days afterwards. We're also getting another biiig snowstorm tomorrow and Sunday combined 25-40 cm of snow and tomorrow morning my hubby and the 17 YR old leave for their trip and he still hasn't packed yet and I can just picture him running out the door on the way to the airport tossing stuff into his bag ,ha,ha, and I just hope they don't get cancelled or delayed with the blizzard and they'll be spending a few days with the Edmonton Boys  and then a few days with the BC Girls. I also can't believe that February is already half over and yesterday a charity called asking for donations and it made me laugh as I'm so poor now they should be donating to me and now I'm  the poor that I used to donate to, and my mother's hospital pension also called saying they "over-paid" and we have to refund it. When you think about it, homelessness is also sort of like camping,too, living outdoors, out in the wild, being feral humans.

The most recent storm also killed my canopy roof on the back porch and check out those icicles, and Billy Idol is up for nomination for the Rock & Roll Hall Of Fame  so I cast a vote for him(of course!!)  and I also heard the dog( 8 year old German Shepherd, or Alsatian as they're called in Europe) that stars in the TV show Hudson & Rex my mother used to watch died( bigger dogs don't live as long as the smaller breeds; generally only half as long) and yes, the dog in the show is Rex  and the cop is Hudson but I always said it would have been much funnier if they'd named the dog Hudson and the cop Rex, and I know she would have wanted to know and I was eager to tell her...and then remembered she's not here anymore but then again she probably knew about it even before I did because on the Other Side you have full wisdom and knowledge. I also tripped over her walker yesterday and the handle got caught on my pocket and I always hated that thing when my mother was here(always getting in the way and blocking doorways and running Buddy and I over,etc.) and I still hate it now,too.

I also got this good photo of the moon last night, and the thing with my depression as well is I don't even know happiness at the time when I see it because it's so rare so I don't even recognize I'm happy at the time and don't even realize it until much later looking back and only then can I see and appreciate the happy times in the past, and my friend G( from the YMCA group in Ottawa) said that Trump is the "best President USA ever had" and I was like "Whaaaat? Are you kidding me?" and heard South Africa has now stopped all gem and other exports to USA, ha,ha,  and I think as well USA must be the prophesized Babylon The Great in the Book Of Revelation as well as the evil empire that will fall in the End Times and Last Days before Jesus returns, which is where we're at now, but at least the good news is like other evil empires before it, it will collapse. There was also this online survey to pick only 3 to keep out of phone, flowers, coffee, candles, alcohol, Netflix, books, chocolate, tacos, sports, and a couple of other things I can't remember but don't care about and I picked chocolate, books, and flowers, but I would miss candles and tacos though but don't care about/use any of the others, and another one where they asked if you could only watch 3 sports what would they be and I said NONE and they were shocked but I couldn't care less; I just find them all boring, stupid, redneck, and meaningless and have zero interest.

I'm the dog who gets beat, shove my nose in shit Won't you come and save me, save me?-Alice In Chains