What the hell is this?
It's been seen in the sky over Europe on several occasions by different people. It looks like the thing you used to put in the middle of 45 records back in the day. My guess? A portal perhaps to another dimension? Perhaps it's maybe even a sign of some sort, letting us know that Jesus is returning soon( perhaps on Easter, maybe, which is also 420 this year,too, ha,ha!) or of an impending Apocalypse,perhaps? It's exciting though and makes me think something big spiritually is going to happen this year.....
Tomorrow it'll also be exactly 3 months since my mother died and I also noticed on one of the PJ's I gave her they'd put another woman's name on it at the LTC home and it got me mad. F*ck you June Rose, you thief! It belonged to my mother and NOT to you. I can clearly remember buying it for her and now it's back home where it belongs and now I wear it for the memories. We also have a extreme weather warning for tomorrow, the weekend, and even into Monday; up to 20 mm of freezing rain (yeah, I know, everyone's "favourite!") the kind that knocks down tree limbs, power lines, etc. and is hazardous for driving. I also can't believe it's almost April already, either!
Yesterday I got a follow-up card in the mail from the funeral home saying they were thinking of me and sending condolences which I thought was nice, and I got a 2.3 L of extra virgin coconut oil (because I don't want any of that "slutty" stuff, ha,ha) and now it feels like the "lump" "often stuck" in my throat is bigger and when I swallow a drink it feels like I'm swallowing shards of glass,too. The 30 YR old also said his GF somehow talked to his boss and convinced him to let him keep his beard for work because she thinks it "looks hot" and "turns her on" and he said as long as it's neat and trimmed and doesn't look "wild" like Moses,an Amishman, or a guy from ZZ Top it's ok and I was shocked, and he said she is "very convincing" but it worries me that anyone can be so "influential"...
I also saw online in a prayer request group a 9 month old baby fell down the stairs and had a brain bleed and needed brain surgery and is now in "bad shape" and it's "not looking good" and people criticized how can a baby fall down the stairs and hinted at "neglect" etc. but it's actually quite easy; at that age they're crawling and it's hard to keep up with them and all it takes is you just turn away for a second...you get distracted or answer the door, take something out of the oven, let the dog out, answer the phone, go pee, etc... it doesn't mean you're "unfit" or neglectful or a "bad" mother, etc. It just means that you're human and accidents happen but people are always so quick to blame the parents, as if they don't already feel badly enough.
People are too judgemental. Parenting is hard.
Oh yeah, life goes on
Long after the thrill of livin' is gone.-John Mellencamp
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