Is This The End?

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I'm worried about Buddy: last night after he came back in after being out for the night to pee(which he never did do) he was standing in the kitchen looking up at me when he suddenly just collapsed and fell over suddenly on to his side and started yelping painfully so I picked him up and he was "out of it" and did a big pee all over me and I cuddled him on the bed, afraid he was dying (I told my hubby who just brushed it off as he was too busy playing chess)and maybe he'd had a heart-attack or something and after awhile he came around but was still "floppy" and couldn't stand up up,walk, or bear weight on his legs, so I carried him upstairs to bed and then 15 minutes later he had a seizure (which the 30 YR old saw as he heard him barking his "distress" bark and came in to see what was going on) and then I kept cuddling him until he fell asleep, afraid he'd die during the night but thankfully he was ok and still here now but he had another seizure this morning again as well and now his tongue is hanging out of the side of his mouth and he still can't stand up(his front legs seem ok but the back ones are floppy) and he hasn't peed yet or eaten I fear his kidneys and digestive system are shutting down as his body prepares for death..

My guess is he had another stroke last night.

I'm so scared that this might be The End.

I can't lose him; he's all I have left. 

My mother just died, and then my Soul friend, and now Buddy,too?

 He's the only reason I still have to keep living and without him I'll have nothing and no one left anymore. He is my entire world and my whole life.

He is my lifeline.

If he goes, I go with him.

I can't wait to meet someone and realize I was never asking for too much.-Stressed On X