Take a look at this: at first glance you'd just think it's a mulberry tree but look again and look closely.
It's actually completely dead and that isn't leaves on the top half but actually vines that have taken over and creeped over onto the top part of the tree only giving it the illusion of leaves and looking like it's alive.
Things are often NOT as they appear.
Life is like that,too.
I'm also relieved to report that yesterday Beja did 2 nice turds so he doesn't have a bowel obstruction from that tinsel he ate the other day(and I was really worried about) and his digestive system wasn't compromised in any way( thank God!) and I joke between him and the 18 YR old only have one ball each if they got together they'd have a complete pair.😂
The oldest also made this "hippo dress" from AI he said in "no time" to show me how easy it is to make things, like those other clothes I like he says are fake and AI generated.(I don't know how he can even tell though) although not for me; I wouldn't even know how to start and he said with the wildfires his allergies are really bad too and he's in Alberta where it's even worse, and it surprised me as well the 30 YR old said his GF taking a dental hygenist course has to take-ewww- math and chemistry( my 2 worst subjects in school! Ugh!) as I don't know why you'd even need that just for cleaning teeth,anyway! Maybe it's just to torture people?Now it's getting closer to summer I also wake up around 5:30 am, when the sun rises; my body just naturally wakes up when the sun does.
I also saw this and maybe that's why sometimes I get sooo over-heated in the sun(even when it's not really even that hot out, only 24 C or so) and I feel like I'm going to pass-out and I have to get into the shade? I DO take Fluoxetine(which is just a fancy name for Prozac) and here all this time I thought it was just my hormones from menopause although it could be both too I guess. I used to see a brown and white Chihuahua in my dreams shortly before I even got Beja as well and now I can look back and see it was telling me ahead of time who my new dog was going to be. God had it all planned all along just like how He sent me Buddy. He always knows what I need, even ahead of time.
This is also the most beautiful yet haunting and heartbreaking photo I have seen: it's an anecephalic newborn: born without a brain, allowing the light to shine right thru the head, making for a beautiful image but tragically sad because within minutes of birth it will die but it's such a beautiful perfectly formed baby( except for the missing brain) otherwise and with that wispy hair it's adorable, and yet at the same time so tragically sad because it has no chance to live.
I also saw this stereo from the 70's bringing back happy nostalgic memories because I had that exact same one, and the Orange Shitgibbon Trump is deporting people en masse (like the Nazis did) and even calling in the National Guard to "handle" the protests against it and I've also noticed increasing racism and hate online lately as well; people complaining how when Black people get arrested how it's the usual suspects and how Whites feel like a minority in my own country and hate all the f*ckin' Indians (I really don't see the "problem" with immigration, and India and China for instance have too many people and Canada is underpopulated so why NOT let them in and balance it out?) and how mixed-race people look like bridge trolls,etc. and it really bothers me. I replied, I don't care. I really never noticed because I'm not a racist.
I grieve the life I envisioned while at the same time grieving the life I once had.-Flora Rido
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