For awhile now it's felt like I had this big pimple deep in my left ear so yesterday I dug in deep and was finally able to dig it out and I even saw a small( everything always feels bigger than it actually is in your ear) tear-drop shaped yellow thing come flying out and then when I went back in I couldn't feel it anymore(and it hurt); it was gone....and I can even hear a bit better now,too! I also heard Dr. James Dobson died; he was with Focus On The Family and was in his 80's. I remember him well: he and they were big in homeschooling circles back in the 80's and 90's and early 2000's and my hubby and I got their monthly magazine and even had several of his books on child rearing.
I also suspect that Trump is very sick and might be dying soon as well: his hands and ankles have been really swollen lately and edema like that(also like I have,too) is usually caused by heart or kidney failure and it also looks like he has a catheter bag attached going down his leg and often bruises on the back of his hand like from IVs and he always lurches and leans over forward and just doesn't look well ( he IS 79,afterall!) and lately he's also keen on getting an end to the Russia/Ukraine war, almost as if he wants to be known for doing something good(maybe to try and "make up" for all the bad?) and also worries aloud if he's going to make it to Heaven, something one does nearing the end of their life, so it does make me wonder....
I also have 2 more days left of my break with just Beja and I here and I'm enjoying the quiet and the solitude and I can smoke mi ganja (and I don't have to spray myself with Febreze after,either, to mask the odour because *I* don't care if I smell like weed)and blast mi Reggae without anyone complaining and no one telling me I'm stupid and lazy,either, or belittling me in any way, and it's nice, and in the fantasy world inside my head there's no other people at all; just me, dogs, horses( I can ride bare back like I did as a kid) and nature; flowers, trees, birds, butterflies, etc. Yesterday I also still had the baaaad headache as well as aching ears/jaws and really stiff and sore back of my neck and could even feel a "rattling" inside my head. Ugh. Beja also kept barking outside and running in the house alerting someone was in there but no one actually was so maybe it was just the Shadow People again?
My cousin and her hubby are also on a cruise to Quebec and Newfoundland( they've already been everywhere else so there's nowhere else left to go!) and I don't have much laundry to do either with everyone away a few days; just 2 towels, a couple of underwears, a T-shirt, and shorts; not enough for a load, and much less dishes as well, and school goes back soon and you can just feel the nervousness and anxiety in the air and I can still remember what that felt like and I still feel anxious at this time of year too, just the trauma of remembering, even all these decades later, and I'm also not really as dumb as everyone thinks, either; I just play the part.
People thinking you’re dumb is one of the best advantages you can have.-Nithya Shri
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