Melting.

I've been soooo hot the past 3 days it feels like I'm melting and I feel like I'm going to pass out and to make it even worse the A/C's not working and it's as hot inside as it is outside!It's so hot my chocolate bars are melting INSIDE! I have it running all day and it still feels all hot and sticky inside and the temp stays at 79 F and the sweat's just pouring and dripping off my head and down my face and even the 30 YR old said it was hot in here so it's NOT just me; not just my hormones, my menopause, or my imagination, and I asked my hubby if he's put in a new furnace filter like I asked and then  he ran downstairs and then I saw the old filter put out for garbage so I guess that would be a no but even so after it still made no difference. I just hope that it's something that can be fixed easily and is covered on our plan and that it hasn't konked out completely because we can't afford a new A/C at 10-15K and we're still paying off the furnace which takes 10-15 years! Yesterday I also heard Stairway To Heaven  again on the radio and saw my red and black cardinal Angel Bird I like to think is sent from my mother.

The 44 YR old blogger who is prego with baby # 6 is now also 14 weeks so hopefully past the risk of miscarriage, where 90% of them occur in the first 12 weeks and all mine were; in weeks 5-6,  and she's been really sick,too, which is a sign of a strong pregnancy, and the 30 YR old came back after 5 days away but hasn't worked at all this week which concerns me so I hope he didn't get his dumb ass fired and I was hoping he would be here when I go to the CNE to watch Beja but of course with MY "luck" is away that day helping someone move 5 hours away so he'll be basically home alone with just the 18 YR old but regardless I've decided NOTHING will ruin my day; not my hubby, not the crowds, not the weather, not worrying about Beja, nothing. I look forward to it all year and nothing is going to ruin my day. His GF said I could board him at the place her dog goes and it's "only" 125$ a day but I don't want him away from his familiar environment or possibly attacked by other ,bigger dogs. I also can't believe I've had him for 4 months already as it's gone by so quickly and he's settled in very well here.

I also like these pants. and now Israel's PM has even publically announced his goal all along which I have always suspected: total occupation of Gaza, and yesterday my piece-of-shit computer was acting-up again and in frustration I told it to f*ck-off and Beja thought I was talking to him and he left the room! HA!  I also heard the Air Canada flight attendents might go on strike and in less than 2 weeks the 27 YR old's coming up from Edmonton.....or is he? I warned him NOT to take them; the absolute worst airline ever ( but no one ever listens to me) and I also heard somewhere it's proof you really love someone if you have no problem picking them up at the airport  which my hubby HATES doing for me and says to just hire a ride which I used to until they ripped me off( left me stranded at the airport at 4 am as my flight was delayed.....and then had the nerve to even try and charge me for the ride I never even got!!!) yet he has no trouble doing it for others.....it's just a problem for me, so I guess that answers that.

Fly by night, away from here Change my life again.-Rush