Relevant People.

I was really surprised and shocked this morning to see on Twitter (no, I will never call it X) on the top right-hand upper page where it gives you suggestions of people to follow it says Relevant People  was MY name and profile/bio!

I'm relevant?

Really?

I've never been or felt "relevant" in my entire life!

What an honour!

I wonder though why I'm suddenly trending?

HA!

Check out the new baby sunflower bud that just opened(see above) and compare it to the size of the others! At first it was just a closed-up bud and I was sad thinking it would die before it ever opened except it did, so it just goes to show never give up hope and even small miracles do happen. Last night up in bed I also swear Buddy came by from the Other Side to visit me as I distinctly heard him shake his fur like how a dog does to shake off when he's wet and that sounds like bird's wings flapping and Beja doesn't do(and he was also curled up beside me asleep)  but Buddy often did, and there were no other sounds in the room. Some asshole was also outside my bedroom window later on  setting off fireworks (I first thought were gunshots except they echoed) and made poor Beja go apeshit and bark like crazy when we were trying to sleep. With only my hubby and I here this week  I also have much less laundry to do( only half a machine!) and only 3 recycling bins put out this week for pick-up too instead of the usual 6. The youngest is supposed to get back from camping tomorrow too although who knows as my hubby always gets times and days wrong.😂

Yesterday my hubby also bribes Beja away from me "buying" his love with food and him and the 30 YR old try to "poach" him alot, not understanding or caring that I need someone that loves me the most and that my dog should,  that *I* should be his fave. person,and that I need that special connection like I had with Buddy where there's no doubt he's mine and I'm his, and it seems the "trendy" thing now is to go to therapy as well and for therapists to tell their clients to go No-Contact with their parents(I think things should be worked out) so maybe that's why the kids want nothing to do with me, esp. as I DO ask why they shut me out of their lives but they never tell me, and I can't believe it's been 40 years since I graduated highschool and it makes me feel really old, and the CNE opens tomorrow and it's always bittersweet as it always signals the end of summer and school soon returning and if the 26 YR old doesn't arrive on Sunday I don't  have to go then but hopefully on Monday like I was hoping(my hubby said if not then maybe on the 29th), and they're already cancelling flights so he'll likely have to re-book with WestJet (who he should have taken right from the beginning like I said) but good luck  with that as they won't be able to handle all the overflow and the weird food at the "Ex" this year also incl. sushi corndogs, 2 foot long hotdogs, butter burgers, hashbrown ice cream sandwiches, Butter Chicken waffles, deep-fried watermelon, kimchi dumplings, etc. but I'll probably just have poutine although I might have the deep-fried pizza like is popular in Scotland.

I will never judge a person who breaks down in tears over something small. Because I know very well that they are not crying for that reason, but for everything they have been holding inside until that moment.-Hassan