The Song Of My People.

Here is an absolutely adorable shot of Beja I took yesterday singing the song of his people. He was also barking like crazy at 2 guys on the other side of the fence who kept on yakking and yakking forever(they were like a couple of old hens!) and I later found out it was my hubby working on the fence( trying to uproot the posts but they were so rotten right to the bottom he can't even find  the deeper parts and said tree roots have damaged them) and some guy that was walking by. I don't get how he can just so easily talk to complete strangers like that and have long conversations. I struggle to even talk long to people I know well. I also notice the sun used to come out onto the back porch at 8:30 am but now not until 9:30 am so summer is coming to an end(waah!) and I saw a big Monarch butterfly yesterday as well, and I was really dizzy as well as the headache, and I thought maybe my BP was high so I checked it and it was actually low(for me) so it wasn't that, and for the past 2 weeks or so time oddly also seems to be going by really slowly, almost in slow motion; like it would feel like an hour has gone by and when I check it's only been 10 minutes.

I also was surprised to find a baby mouse in the kitchen sink this morning(which had a bit of water in it) and the poor little thing was all wet and shivering and had red feet from Marinara sauce so I picked it up by the tail and tossed it outside in the bush and I also found a grey feather( shown below) on the back porch yesterday as well, which is a sign Guardian angels  are watching over me and supporting me thru a challenging time and also a sign I need balance in my life and am on the verge of personal development. I hope so!  I was also minding my own business listening to my Reggae and every time the 18 YR old came into the room he'd turn my music off and my hubby calls it my "Stupid music" and I say it's not the music that's stupid but rather his taste in music that is.

Such disrespect.

Why can't they just let me be?

I also heard this Blues-y song on the radio show Flashback  the other day I liked and thought it sounded like Bob Dylan and it turned out it WAS; Watching The River Flow and he sounds better after smoking weed and I also think Tom Petty sounds kind of like a more modern-day Bob Dylan and doesn't really actually sing as such but talks to music but I like the singers who have a unique sound and voice, such as him, Louis Armstrong, Sinead O' Conner. Bob Seger, Michael McDonald, Rod Stewart, Jon Anderson, Robbie Robertson, Jeff Lynne,Geddy Lee, Stevie Nicks, Roger Hodgson, Alanis Morisette,etc. the ones you can easily identify by their sound.

 I also notice that no one in my house ever mentions or talks about my mother or Buddy anymore; it's as if they never existed  and I know that everyone grieves differently but it's like they're not even grieving, like they don't even miss them, and I don't mean because they don't sob and wail over them but they don't even mention them at ALL anymore but I still talk about them, still wanting to keep their memory alive. Australia also got  50cm of snow (which would even be a big snowfall for us!!) the most they've seen in 40 years so if that's not extreme and unusual weather patterns in the End Times and Last Days then I don't know what is! I'm also so out-of-focus lately the other day I totally forgot I had laundry in the dryer and never took it out and only realized when I went up to bed and realized I didn't have a clean pillowcase!

These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it's cold outside Every moment I'm awake the further I'm away.-Heart