Suck It!!

I kept seeing on Twitter lately that today is the Rapture  and if so( and I sure hope so!) I can finally be with Buddy again and I will be found wearing my usual attire of a Band shirt and my Converse Chuck Taylor Hi-Tops! Yesterday my hubby had a steroid shot injected into his shoulder and I just thought he went to the doc's office but it was actually at the hospital and he had an X-ray done at the same time to make sure they got the right spot and they put a "freezing" in beforehand as well, I guess because guys are generally such weenies. Women can take the pain and for all  my pain, for example, they just say take a Tylenol but if it was a guy he'd get Percocet. First of all is they always take guys' pain way more seriously than women's pain plus they also know women are stronger. This morning I also smell this really strong acrid stink of burnt coffee permeated thru the entire house even all the way up onto the third floor but my hubby doesn't even smell a thing! He's nose blind!😀

Every morning lately when I get up my stomach also feels nauseated but at 58 years old( 59 in 4 more months) I know it's NOT "Morning Sickness" (I don't have a uterus or cervix anymore) ha, ha, and the 30 YR old now uses these special moist "butt wipes" (that are like adult diaperwipes) that makes me laugh as it's as if toilet paper isn't "good enough" for his precious tushie, and now Beja(who I thought had "long" legs but then realized I was comparing to Buddy who was a Dachshund AND JUST HAD SHORT, STUBBY, LITTLE LEGS) yips and gets excited when he comes home and is sad and cries when he leaves and he's the one he follows around now and hangs out with like he used to do with me(and now I hardly even see him much anymore) and it breaks my heart. It feels like I've lost him and I resent him for stealing my dog and it's affecting my relationship with him and the way I feel towards Beja now as well.

Maybe I should just get a second dog and "replace" him,too, and then I'll have someone to love me?

It hurts my heart that he just left me and replaced me with the 30 YR old and how he just swooped in and took over like how my mother did with my kids, shoving me out of the way, and taking over, not liking the way I do things, thinking they can do "better" but what they don't seem to realize is that I don't need their  approval or permission for anything and I'm only accountable to God and I don't care what anyone else thinks and I'm not "obligated" to meet their expectations or approval.

They can just SUCK IT!!

I also just found out that the SUCK IT! and the hand gesture at the crotch was originally invented from wrestling.

I had no idea.

It was something we just all did in Jr. High.

 I don't care though.

 I still think it's hilariously funny.

and whoever thinks I'm not "good enough" and tries to "erase" me  can suck it.

That's pain you never heal from, its like a tattoo.-Lucian Bucur