Where's John?

The saga continues with the Hudson & Rex styory about how the Charlie character; he was barely even mentioned in the new season after the actor wasn't renewed and I had heard John Reardon (the actor) was battling cancer  and he recovered and it was said he decided to still not come back as he wanted to spend more time with his wife and kids.... except he released a statement that he didn't ; he said he actually wanted to come back for season 8 but they decided to NOT renew his contract and didn't want him back.My  guess is that after his cancer recovery he no longer looked as handsome as he was before( see above photo how he used to be and below photo how he looks now after  the ravages of chemo and cancer recovery,older, more weathered and wrinkled) and they decided he wasn't good-looking enough and wanted a younger-looking, better-looking guy to be the lead role.

That's just the saddest, meanest thing ever. The poor guy. People are so disposable and everyone is just so superficial, shallow and have no compassion and it's just not right.

I also saw a preview for the show Chicago Fire Med PD and my mother used to watch them and it made me sad and it's been 9 months already since she died and in less than 2 weeks it'll be 6 months since Buddy died and I decided the 30  YR old and I can share Beja; he can do all the high energy stuff like running around and chasing him and going for walks and I can do the quiet sedentary stuff like cuddling, snuggling up, and tossing toys for him to fetch. We can both share loving him just in different ways as we're able and last night the postal workers went on strike again so no mail delivery. It seems everyone's on strike lately because this shithole is so unlivable, expenses are too high and employers don't pay or treat their workers right.               

I also  can\t believe exactly 3 months from yesterday is Christmas already and I have my new computer set up and \i hate it, or at least the keyboard, which drives me crazy. The keys are all f|*cked up and I couldn;t get the question mark or the & sign to work and some of the keys aren't were where they were on my old keyboard plus it also has all these other confusing on there trip me up and it's just soooo frustrating and it keeps going to capital letters and pisses me off and slows me waaaay down and takes forever.Sorry if this post sucks because of it.

I want my old keyboard back!\

Plus, I still can't co-ordinate my iPod to upload any photos as my hubby hasn't figured out how to do that yet and it's been a week already and it's just soooo annoying and frustrating and then he gets mad at ME for being mad but being autistic \i don't like change and can\'t adapt to it well. It also doesn\t have a |CPU like the old one did and the mouse doesn't have a tail,either, so it's more a hamster and it's a Lenovo which I always thought was a cheap brand from China but it's the brand all of us have and my hubby is in the computer business so I guess he knows what he's doing and he said even on sale it still cost "several hundred $$$".....All I know is the keyboard is an annoying piece-of-shit and I want my old one back! I don't need the stress!

“You are loved, even if the world seems cold.”-Maria Thompson