This is currently the car's front bumper, being held together by a Bungee cord. My hubby wasn't able to get it in until tomorrow. While it's already in the shop he's also going to get an oil change and get the snow tires put on at the same time. Makes sense.
I also STILL have abominable abdomenal and back pain. My God, it's just soooooo bad I'm climbing the walls and I just want to scream. It's the kind of pain that prevents you from going to sleeps and that also wakes you up. I also had this weird dream I got a second dog to love me(since Beja's "traded" me for the 31 YR old and gone off with him) and I named it Isa, which is Arabic for Jesus.
The past few days on and off if I'm lucky I've been able to sit outside maybe for an hour at the most but lately now it's been rain and I've had to stay in. The mail is now also on rotating strikes so some mail is starting to go thru but even so we still haven't got one single piece of mail yet so for us we don't even notice any difference. HA! Sitting out at night smoking ' Da Blessed Herb I also saw a raccoon climbing along our top roof.
I also finally have the Foreigner concert next week I've had on my Bucket List for the past 43 YRS or so and normally I'd be really excited but now I don't even care and I'm not excited,just meh,and, in fact, have to force myself to even go out.
That's how I know I'm NOT OK.
My hubby also said I should go to one of those medically-assisted suicide places in Quebec as it's cheaper than Switzerland( 15 K; I already checked, and that's more than I even have in my entire account!) and someone on Twitter said Don't do it. Your life matters.
Not to MY family it doesn't.
They'll be happy once I'm dead and gone.
and better off.
Until then I need love and joy in my life, and a reason to live.
Stay you-nique.-Hayleigh
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