Booger Sugar.

Look what I found on a shelf in the bathroom this morning!

A small zip baggie the size of a couple of large postage stamps with white odourless powder in it that my first thought was it looks like cocaine but I wonder where it came from and who put it there and what is it doing in the bathroom on the shelf? Maybe it's powdered hair bleach or something except it has no odour like bleach would and there's no label on it,either and what else would be in a small baggie?. I know there's no way it would be my hubby's ( ha,ha) since he goes ape-shit that I even smoke weed and there's no way it's the 18 YR old because he wouldn't even know where to get it from, so that leaves either the 30 YR old or his GF(which wouldn't really surprise me and I can see that) either that or else someone left it there from before and just forgot it was there?

 In any case. there's only one way to find out, so I did the only thing any curious person would do: I did a couple of "bumps"to see.....and it did sting and numb my nose like coke does and I could feel it going down the back of my throat the same way and then my nose got all runny,sniffly, and sneezy.....but that was it.

No other reaction; I didn't get all 'wired-up" or have endless energy or bounce off the walls  or anything else, so if it really actually is coke it didn't "work" on me, or else it's something else. In any case, if it's anything toxic and I  inhaled it and I die oh,well, so be it. I do wonder what it is though and where it came from and who left it there....

Yesterday and today I also have reaaalllly baaaad abdomenal pain and yesterday when I wiped my arse I also saw blood,too( and a few tiny clots as well) and not a little bit,either, so might be my Diverticulitis acting-up again, or maybe something else in my colon bleeding internally, like maybe even colon cancer which runs in my family and why I've had so many colonoscopies and even had polyps removed, which are considered pre-cancerous. I think my internal body temp must be out-of-whack too as yesterday it was 26 C and felt like 30 C but I still felt cold and shivering and was wrapped up in a blanket. I also saw another Monarch butterfly and my allergies are bad lately as well with the wind blowing all those little thingies off the trees blowing in my face and on my hair making me sneeze.

Yesterday I also heated up some hash( the heavy-duty stuff) for my abdomenal pain  to ingest(as it stinks less than smoking it) on a spoon mixing it with a bit of coconut oil and heating it up on a spoon with a lighter underneath (to activate the THC)and the bottom of the spoon turned all black but I put it in the dishwasher and put a load thru before my hubby could see it and wonder how the spoon got all burned, ha,ha,  and Beja is just fascinated watching the leaves falling down, making me convinced once again that he was a puppy when we got him 6 months ago and my new computer is much faster,too; it doesn't take forever to load and it doesn't "freeze" and I can even post videos now,too, I wasn't able to before.

It's also been exactly 6 months today since Buddy died.

I REALLY miss him and part of my heart died with him.

I'm gonna win, yeah I'm gonna win You see it's a matter of pride Deep down inside I'm gonna win, yeah I'm gonna win.-Foreigner