What A Bust!

 Did you see my recent post Back Early?

Here's the once-pretty tree with the bright orange leaves, now mostly all gone and lost and almost bare now. It reminds me sort of my BFF whose 59th birthday is tomorrow. She used to be so pretty until she got old and  menopause; she always had a big flat nose( no offence) but it didn't matter and it was overshadowed by her beauty otherwise but now she's gotten old, wrinkly, saggy,and fat (like me now as well)all you see is the big flat nose. It's sad too once I realized that I was more of a friend to her than she ever was to me and that the friendship meant more to me than it ever did to her. At least with me I was always ugly to begin with; I just got even uglier as I got older, but I had nothing to "lose"; I think it must be worse for her  because she used to be pretty and then she lost it and she isn't anymore,  and every time I hear  Paul McCartney's song Coming Up  (we used to have so much fun dancing around my livingroom to that song)it reminds me  when she used to be pretty and we both used to be young, and at least I never had it to begin with.  Sam Rivers from Limp Bizkit also died at age 48 so he's the third celeb to die in a row, and my Twitter got 56.7 K views in the past week as well and I don't know statistics that well but somehow something tells me that's probably good.😊I also chaffed my poor ass using the cheap-ass toilet paper my hubby got on sale.

My hubby is also sick with some virus( he suspects the Flu; headache, vomiting, chills, fever, aching muscles, tired, etc.) and slept most of the day and said he even started to feel "off" when he left for the tournament on Thursday so that's on him and his own stupid fault; he never should have even left if he knew he was coming down with something, he should have just stayed home and rested, but they didn't have refunds and he's cheap. He also said the motel was a fleabag roach motel and the proprieter always wore a bathrobe and was naked underneath and it was always open and exposed( just ewwww!!!) and he was in such a brain fog playing chess he couldn't think right or concentrate anyway and made a dumb move with his rook  and kept fumbling and just left early.

As if that wasn't bad enough...

 he also hit some big animal( he thinks it was a ginormous raccoon but he said it went higher than his bumper so it must have been some raccoon, I'm wondering if more likely a porcupine or something, but it was dark so he didn't see, and the other day the 31 YR old said he hit an oppossum too even though we don't have them here so it must have been something else,maybe that was a racoon?) and he kept hearing weird "thump, thump, thump" noises(and actually thought the animal was stuck under the car!) and saw the front bumper was hanging off and dragging along so he had to temporarily hold it together with a Bungee cord he had until he can get it fixed tomorrow.

So, all-in-all it was a bust.

My abdomenal pain is also sooooo baaaad all day today I'm practically climbing the walls, and Israel's already broken the ceasefire by attacking Gaza(that didn't take long!) and cutting off food and aid shipments, and the 31 YR old's been going to 'Da Club every night now for the past 4 nights and his friends all heard about the break-up and are comforting him and asking him to hang out with them and being supportive which is nice to see(and it's good for him to get out and socialize and have support) and my hubby said the 31 YR old  needs Beja "more" than I do now(due to the break-up with his GF), except he forgets that he's MY dog  and I  still need him,,too,and I'm still grieving Buddy and he was the only thing keeping me alive,( and he sneered I haven't died yet and when I said I keep trying he suggested to jump off an over-pass) and  my only reason for living ,and the 31 YR old also  said 6 girls even asked him out already,too, even though it's still too soon and they told him they wanted to scoop him up before someone else does, reminding me of a good sale and everyone wants to get there early and get all the good stuff before it's gone.😂

No one chooses how they're born.-Mike Carter