Griftmas.

I thought I heard "Griftmas" on the radio(as I don't hear very well) and it made me laugh and then I realized it was actually "Christmas" but then it actually made sense:

Christmas for grifters.

Griftmas.

it's just perfect.

Sadly though Christmas is no longer the joyous, exciting, happy family holiday of the past for me anymore like it used to be but it's not anyone's fault; time goes by, things change, people die, people grow up, people move on. Now all I have are my memories. I just think back now and smile remembering how it used to be.

I also found out AC/DC is coming to Toronto next September, and how could I possibly say no to that?  I have to go, assuming I'm still alive by then. It gives me a reason to live and something to look forward to again so I told my hubby he has to order me a ticket( it has to be on a cell phone nowadays which I don't have) before they all quickly sell out, and he scoffs, "It's NOT the 80's anymore!" but I informed him, "It's still AC frickin' DC! I bet his brother would understand; they're his fave. band ever and he's seen every concert!

I also heard some 80% of people would rather see their fave bands live than do nookie and I believe it; a 3 HR show vs. 30 minutes or less(ha,ha) and that they prefer live experiences to material goods, too, and I know I do; I prefer travelling and concerts over luxury goods such as cars,  designer shoes, purses, etc.

I also got a suicide alert/concern on Facebook again which strikes me as sort of "funny" as they care more and are more concerned about my well-being than my own family,  and the 31 YR old left out this sliced onion all night on the counter and now the entire kitchen reeks like armpit, and his GF had a pregnancy scare as well; her period was late (I never had "pregnancy scares"; I was always open and welcoming to offering new life, and, in fact, would be sad if I wasn't  prego) and they were discussing baby names which was nice to see; that they were going to keep it( as opposing to killing/aborting it) to which he said, "No, we were going to sell it to the highest bidder!( but that's actually what surrogacy and adoption is; selling babies/ human trafficking ) only they had those redneck hyphenated names, like Laura-Lou or Cindy Lou or something, horrifying me; that would have been my future grandchild!

I don't want some hillbilly name!

Ugh!

Yesterday when I kept trying to set a timer on the Google Home Device the 31 YR old kept cancelling it on purpose just to infuriate me and it also kept f*cking up other times as well, angering and frustrating me, causing me to yell at it, This is exactly why  I like Alexa more than you, you piece of shit!!  and I heard on the news the ravine near my old house in Toronto they want to develop into condos( boo!!!!) and I still remember my friend T and I in grade 8 would sneak off down there to smoke cigarettes and it makes me laugh now but looking back I didn't realize how dangerous it really could have been; some rapist or killer could have followed us there! 

 Prince Andrew also lost his title due to his Epstein connection so now he's the Andrew Formerly Known As Prince although I don't know how they can take away someone's birthright; he was born of a Queen so he's a Prince, and King Charles can't talk since the UK's biggest pedophile Jimmy Saville was his close friend and I think the entire Royal Family is involved, and there's even talk that Andrew "pimped out" his own daughters to Epstein,too! He even supposedly gave Eugenie's virginity to Epstein,too, either for a debt or to keep some secret quiet.

His own daughter! Can you imagine?

The 31 YR old also went to a 90's charity fundraiser party and tonight he's going to see a friend of his perform who is a Michael Jackson impersonator, and it's so cold in Florida now iguanas are freezing and literally falling out of trees and when I heard that I laughed so much I peed in my pants a little and I hope when I die and cross over to the Other Side and I see my mother again she's like how she used to be when I was younger before I had kids when we used to get along well, before she took over and over-stepped boundaries with my kids, replacing me, and over-ruling me and being controlling and critical and making me feel helpless and insignificant in my own home and with my own family.

I truly think that some people are just meant to be alone.