Thought For Today.

 

Deadbeat.

At first I wasn't sure if I was going to title this Deadbeat, Deep Freeze  or Adulting  but I decided to go with Deadbeat because this is the most concerning issue. I got a notice in the mail yesterday saying we owe the monthly payment on my mother's furnace loan/debt so I told my hubby who just casually brushed it off as "Oh, I'm not paying that" saying since she died it's no longer valid and her debts died with her and it makes me wonder how long he's been ignoring the payments, and if he also has been ignoring her bank line of credit debt as well, even though the lawyer told me earlier wrapping up her estate affairs that her heirs (that would be me) could be sued by her creditors to pay off her debts( even though it's not fair that *I* get stuck paying off HER debts) even though I don't have any $$$ and they cost waaaaay more (like 7 times more or so)than I even have in my acc't, but he said the courts can force me to sell my house and pay off her debts.

Holy f*ck, I hope NOT!

I'm not going to lose my house and end up homeless because he won't pay off a couple of hundred a month to keep the creditors away. He said if they sue us he'll just take out a loan to pay them off.

But what if he doesn't?

 I certainly can't and I'm not selling my home, plus I also don't need the stress of a legal battle and I can't afford legal fees, either.

Why does he have to be such a deadbeat,anyway?

The youngest also finished his course with a 94% and he said many people failed the final exam and we're still in the deep freeze with the bitter cold but it's supposed to let up this upcoming week  and be a milder -6C or so  and it was soooo cold yesterday I didn't even go outside to smoke mi ganja; I don't care what  my hubby says about not smoking indoors; it was just tooo frickin' COLD (I'm NOT going to risk hypothermia!) so I just snuck down into the basement, and I can't believe it's almost February already and I like the new Springsteen protest song about the ICE  military police thugs killing civilians and he's like the modern-day Bob Dylan, and my friend S(from grade 8) her daughter (age 33)was just released from the hospital and it was the longest she's ever been separated from her mother( she's special needs) and the situation in USA is so bad now the gov't here has even warned Indigenous People to NOT travel there with fears ICE agents may scoop them up.

F*ck!

The youngest also lost his SIN card yet again( that has to be the second or third time now) he needs to work and had to go down and get  the number from the Service Ontario  office(and I presume a new card) my hubby called Adulting and I'm always telling them to give me their important documents to keep in the safe so they won't  get lost because they're all idiots and keep losing everything but no one ever listens to me and look what happens all the time, and this morning I had NO hot water for my bath,either, just luke warm and only enough to fill 1/4 of the tub until it turned cold so I had a very short bath ,and my right eye is really swollen and itchy and last night I also felt a weird pulsating on the inner part of my right knee. It didn't hurt; it just felt like a heart beat. I also heard somewhere it's generally the least empathetic people go into the medical field as well ....like my mother and the 31 YR old......and they both are very unempathetic people but I suppose they have to be after all the gruesome, traumatic, and heartbreaking things medical staff see.

You ever feel like no one cares you exist?-CeCe

 

Stuff For Saturday.

No one cares.

Nothing hurts more than realizing you cared more than they ever did.-Detach

I am literally at a point where I like dogs more than humans. People suck.-The Patriotic Blonde

Grab your ticket and your suitcase Thunder's rolling down the tracks You don't know where you're goin' But you know you won't be back.-Bruce Springsteen

Do I even deserve to be loved?-Rot

Everyone supports mental health until your coping doesn’t look cute. Until you isolate. Until you shut down. Until you stop explaining yourself. Then it’s “you changed.” No. I survived something you didn’t have to.-Sophia

"Herb is the healing of a nation; alcohol is the destruction."- Bob Marley

I believe it. Most painful thing I've ever had.

Enough already!

I don't deserve to be loved and cared for.-Fwuuttershyzz

Why even have kids then?

Is it just me or does it feel like the world is on the edge of war?-The Angry Ostrich

I'm disgusting please kill me.-Uhhh