Nosey Parker.

Here is Beja being a nosey parker as usual, ha, ha. Yesterday I also felt cold all day and had the chills and of course with MY "luck" when I was having my nap was when my passport was delivered with my mail but you have to sign for it and I was asleep and didn't hear the door(but I do remember Beja barking like crazy and woke me up) but I wasn't expecting it until July so they left a notice on the door I have to go down to the post office to pick it up.....but of course my hubby doesn't get back until later next Wednesday(it's too far for me to walk)....that's not for 8 more days, but luckily they said they hold it for 15 days.

Whew!

Doesn't that just figure though?

At least the good is it means it got processed ok, and maybe it was earlier than normal because it was just a re-newal and not a first timer?

I just hope that they don't ask for ID when I pick it up because my passport IS my gov't issue photo ID and it's in the package I'm going to pick up.

Now a collection agency  also called and left a message on the machine for my mother about her loans, levelling up and this is getting scary now; what if they come after her estate to collect her debts, and that would be MY house(I inherited from her) and it's NOT fair or right that *I* have to pay off her  debts that should have died with  her and I'm NOT  going to be forced to sell my home and move.

I'm going to die here.

I also didn't make a will because it costs so much it would wipe out my entire savings account and besides, my family is just sooo eager to sell the house once I die and make $$$ off me and erase every memory of me and are eager to be rid of me so why should I make it easy for them?

I also saw this old photo of Buddy from 10 years ago and he looks even extra long (I loved that about him)here and fierce too but he wasn't. He was a big sweetheart; he was just yawning. He was my soulmate, soul dog, and the best friend I ever had and the best thing in my life and to ever happen to me and I will always miss and love him forever.

 More than I ever loved anyone.

. For the past couple of days my lower left jaw also hurts and has a bump on it but I have no idea why and even wonder if maybe while I was asleep Beja jumped over me and he either bumped into my face or scratched it with his nails as he went sailing past?

This is also my Rasta Pasta I made with the shell pasta and grated Parmesan cheese sprinkled on top and I heard it's common here in North America for people to dip their pizza in Ranch dressing and I've never heard of that before and wonder if it's actually a real thing? I like pizza and I like Ranch....just NOT together. My friend V(from grade 6 and I named my oldest girl after) is also now an American citizen as she moved to Arizona to be with family(her parents and some of her 9 siblings were born in USA) and I found this strange winter hat in the laundry basket(shown below) I assume must belong to one of the boys but am puzzled as I have no idea who Spencer Rice even is  and will have to Google it and just 2 more days left of school for the local kids now and I can almost feel the excitement in the air and I can still remember too how excited I was as a kid the last week of school and how 2 months of summer seemed endless and felt like total freedom.

The other night we also got the most beautiful spectacular brilliant pink sunset and then again brilliant pink sunrise the next morning , a blessing from God and proving that the best things in life really are free,and I figure my self-imposed exile of staying inside my house and not inflicting myself upon society is an act of charity and a public service.

You're welcome.

Why do people who want to live end up dying, while people who want to die keep on living?-YamiYami318