Say Whaaat?

OK, so as it turns out my hubby isn't leaving for BC tomorrow afterall, but on Friday, so now I have to re-do my menu; I was going to cook Chicken Kiev tomorrow for the youngest & I(that my hubby doesn't like) with my hubby not here and now I have to switch and do the souvlaki instead. I knew he was leaving on the 19th( which is also child #9's 25th birthday) only I thought the 19th was on Thursday. I guess it works out better this way though as Toronto( where the airport is) is supposed to have a thunderstorm tomorrow. 18 June is also the first day I went to the YMCA group in Ottawa decades ago and the first event was horseback riding and it was there that for the first time in my life I fit in and belonged and made amazing friends and found my "tribe" and was able to blossom and come out of my shell and actually be accepted and liked, dare I even say popular,  for who I am, autistic, bipolar, and all as we were all  "misfits" in one way or another.

The 28 YR old is also going to Vancouver for a week at the same time to visit my hubby and 3 of the girls(He's one of the Edmonton Boys) and the 27 YR old is now in Newfoundland for a week for work as well which she loves and even hopes to move to the East Coast one day.

Yesterday 2 CF-18 fighter jets also loudly went screaming by overhead our yard and poor Beja just looked at me like Say whaaat? What the hell was THAT?  he was so confused and I can just imagine how loud it must have been for him, and I have a very obvious ethnic surname but not a common one but the other day my hubby was surprised to hear it was a character's name in a show he was watching and it was just shocking and hilarious and he was like ,Did I just hear what I thought I heard? and the cord blood bank also called( we'd banked the youngest's umbilical cord blood 19 YRS ago in case child # 7 needed it when he was battling leukemia) asking if we still want it banked and said it lasts for 30 years and can be used for any family member fighting cancer so we told them to just send us the info package and we'll decided as it costs 175$ a year.

What if suicide is the only way to be free.-GentlyScar