Monday, December 31, 2018
Last Day.
Today is the last day. The last day of the month, the last day of the year and the last day my prayer runs out for the year as every day I have prayed to God this year asking Him that I either find love and happiness sometime this year or that I die this year and find peace.
Neither has happened and I've run out of time.
Today is the last day.
Yet another year has come and gone and I'm still here. I'm still lonely. I'm still miserable. I'm still hurting. I'm still alone. I'm still isolated. I still long for someone to hold me and tell me they love me. I still long for hope for the future. I'm stuill waiting for positive change. I'm still waiting for a new life, for a new me. Another year has passed with yet more failed hopes and dreams gone by. I am still me.
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