The Teeth Dream.

I had that recurring dream again that all my teeth fell out. It was pretty much all at once,too, with them falling out in groups of 5 or 6 until within minutes they were all gone. It's a scary dream,actually, and I checked to see if it might have some other meaning, esp. since I get the same dream often, and here's what I found: signifies loss of power, sexual repression, and a need for nuturing.That about sums it up perfectly. I haven't been laid in years and have to just make do with my fantasies and trusty vibrator, meanwhile I long for love,romance,and passion,and need to be f*cked hard and dirty by a rugged macho man instead of a wimpy, effeminate nerd like my hubby( shit....I'm more manly than he is!) and I don't have any power, say, control, or anything in my life; no independence or freedom and I feel like a rat trapped in a cage, and  I do long to be nutured and loved, more than anything, more than you'll ever know, so I guess at least in my case the interpretation is right.

  Speaking of feeling powerless and dependent, an example would be yesterday, for example: I had to miss church because my hubby wouldn't drive me( and I can't drive) and it was too cold to walk at - 30 C. He decided that his playing a stupid game (Dungeons & Dragons) was more important even though God comes first and he never has his priorities straight. Due to it he also wasn't able to drive the girls home from work in the dark last night either and they had to walk.It's always about him and what he wants first, the hell with anyone else, least of all me. He's just so selfish. He didn't even tell me ahead of time either so that I could have had the option of going to the Saturday evening Mass; he just waited until yesterday, untiul it was too late,Oh, I can't drive you home, you'll have to find another way..... leaving me stranded, so I couldn't go. What an asshole.

  Another example is we don't have satellite TV anymore as it was costing 100$ a month we can't afford so now we just get it online somehow but he's the only one who knows how to get it onto the big screen TV in the livingroom so my mother and I always have to depend on him to set up our TV shows for us, and when I wanted to watch something the other day he wouldn't set it up, saying he wanted to watch it too and I had to wait until he was ready, except he always dawdles and takes forever and his 10 minutes can end up taking over 2 hours, and I didn't want to have to wait that long, I wanted to watch it then,and why should I have to always wait for him,and his schedule and have him hold me back all the time? It makes me feel so stifled, so controlled, having to depend on him, like I have no freedom or independence, and he likes to lord it over me as a form of power and control too, such as threatening, If you do/don't do/ don't stop doing/that I won't drive you/ put your show on, etc.... as a means to try to control me to get me to do what he wants and I won't stand for it and my free spirit rebels...... so what I ended up doing was just going on my own computer and watching it online on my own instead of on the TV. Who needs him? He thinks I'm just selfish but really it's that I don't want to be owned or controlled. I don't want to feel powerless or dependent. I want to have independence and freedom. Perhaps that's what the dream represents? My desire to break free, to let go and escape my confinement?