I WANT TO HONOUR THIS CHILD.
🔸She has always had the most vivid imagination, creativity and “Otherness” about her that that sets her apart BUT ALSO MAKES HER UNIQUE AND SPECIAL.
🔸She has been told and made to feel her entire life she is ugly, stupid, worthless and her her her feelings and needs don’t matter.
🔸We told her what she should think or feel and ridiculed and scolded her for not fitting into into our mould.We tried to force her to change to fit into our world, a world that wasn’t made made for her.
🔸We told her that it’s not ok to feel the way she felt or be the way she is. They always tried to tried to change her and turn her into something she’s not. They tried to force a round peg peg peg into a square hole and then yelled at her and shamed her when she wouldn’t fit.
🔸She has been abandoned, rejected, abused, bullied,victimized,betrayed,scared and frightened.
🔸She grew up with a sense of disconnection and not belonging.
🔸She has been made to feel inferior, and Less-than, we have always tried to silence her, to stifle her voice, her opinions, her views, her alternative ways of seeing things.We laugh and jeer and call her crazy because she’s not like other people.
🔸She has lost confidence and has no self-esteem, self-worth or self-love.Years of trauma and abuse have damaged and broken her beyond repair.She is a free-spirit, a rebel, a warriorr, and a survivor.
🔸She has lost the capacity to trust, to not question motives, to feel safe and secure. Her once childlike innocence has been decimated and she has become jaded and pessimestic by life.
🔸She has always felt like she was born in the wrong place , at the wrong time, to the wrong wwrong family. Always the outsider on the outside looking in.
🔸She has lost his capacity to connect.
She has been really unsafe.
🔸Happiness has always eluded her but she continues to hope and dream.
🔸She often felt alone, scared, unwanted, unloved,unwanted,unsure, anxious, hopeless, bereft, threatened, and abandoned.
🔸She started to be angry,embarrassed, humiliated,hurt, shattered, ashamed, wary, wwithdrawn, insular,defensive, paranoid.....
🔸Somehow she knew deep down that there was something else for her.
Sshe wished that someone would come for her, find her, help her, love her, cherish her, hear love her, desire her, rescue her, validate her, protect her, and respect her.
♦️I have let her down, trying to re-invent and change myself instead of embracing my differences.
♦️I have failed to protect her from herself and to see her and love her the way God does.
♦️Today I want to honour her and her courage.
I want to tell her that I am here for her . That I admire her courage and strength after all all all she’s been thru.
I want to hold her so that she can feel loved and cared for.
♦️SHE IS MY INNER CHILD. SHE IS ME.
♦️Deeply grateful for the adventure of life and what I have learned.
♦️Today I can LOVE HER FOR WHO SHE IS.
♦️My invitation, is to close your eyes, and go back to your childhood ( whatever comes).
Talk to your inner child and let him or her know that you are HERE FOR him/her….
TODAY HONOUR YOUR INNER CHILD
#innerchild
🔸She has always had the most vivid imagination, creativity and “Otherness” about her that that sets her apart BUT ALSO MAKES HER UNIQUE AND SPECIAL.
🔸She has been told and made to feel her entire life she is ugly, stupid, worthless and her her her feelings and needs don’t matter.
🔸We told her what she should think or feel and ridiculed and scolded her for not fitting into into our mould.We tried to force her to change to fit into our world, a world that wasn’t made made for her.
🔸We told her that it’s not ok to feel the way she felt or be the way she is. They always tried to tried to change her and turn her into something she’s not. They tried to force a round peg peg peg into a square hole and then yelled at her and shamed her when she wouldn’t fit.
🔸She has been abandoned, rejected, abused, bullied,victimized,betrayed,scared and frightened.
🔸She grew up with a sense of disconnection and not belonging.
🔸She has been made to feel inferior, and Less-than, we have always tried to silence her, to stifle her voice, her opinions, her views, her alternative ways of seeing things.We laugh and jeer and call her crazy because she’s not like other people.
🔸She has lost confidence and has no self-esteem, self-worth or self-love.Years of trauma and abuse have damaged and broken her beyond repair.She is a free-spirit, a rebel, a warriorr, and a survivor.
🔸She has lost the capacity to trust, to not question motives, to feel safe and secure. Her once childlike innocence has been decimated and she has become jaded and pessimestic by life.
🔸She has always felt like she was born in the wrong place , at the wrong time, to the wrong wwrong family. Always the outsider on the outside looking in.
🔸She has lost his capacity to connect.
She has been really unsafe.
🔸Happiness has always eluded her but she continues to hope and dream.
🔸She often felt alone, scared, unwanted, unloved,unwanted,unsure, anxious, hopeless, bereft, threatened, and abandoned.
🔸She started to be angry,embarrassed, humiliated,hurt, shattered, ashamed, wary, wwithdrawn, insular,defensive, paranoid.....
🔸Somehow she knew deep down that there was something else for her.
Sshe wished that someone would come for her, find her, help her, love her, cherish her, hear love her, desire her, rescue her, validate her, protect her, and respect her.
♦️I have let her down, trying to re-invent and change myself instead of embracing my differences.
♦️I have failed to protect her from herself and to see her and love her the way God does.
♦️Today I want to honour her and her courage.
I want to tell her that I am here for her . That I admire her courage and strength after all all all she’s been thru.
I want to hold her so that she can feel loved and cared for.
♦️SHE IS MY INNER CHILD. SHE IS ME.
♦️Deeply grateful for the adventure of life and what I have learned.
♦️Today I can LOVE HER FOR WHO SHE IS.
♦️My invitation, is to close your eyes, and go back to your childhood ( whatever comes).
Talk to your inner child and let him or her know that you are HERE FOR him/her….
TODAY HONOUR YOUR INNER CHILD
#innerchild
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