Seriously, What The F*ck?

Now my mother accused me of not helping her.

Uh, what? Excuse me?

I'm just the one doing everything around the house, cooking, dishes, laundry, etc. plus I bring her food and drinks.....but I don't help her? Really? Is she serious?: WTF? No matter what I do it's never good enough. It's never enough. If she means that I don't help her physically, like lifting her or carrying her( because she continues to take advantage and play up her bruised knee and be lazy and lay around acting helpless despite the doctor telling her she should be up and moving around it's because I can't; I don't have the physical strength to do so, and I know if I did I'd put my bad back even more and we'd both go down. I can't help it that I lack the physical strength, that she weighs more than I do, that I have medical issues of my own to deal with ( but no one cares about that; it's just me) plus I have a hard time dealing with her like this; I can't watch, face it or deal with it. But then again, no one cares about me or considers my feelings, abilities, or struggles.

My hubby also yelled at me when the garbage can didn't have a bag in it even though it was the 24 YR old who took the old bag out(garbage is his chore and everyone has to help out, why should I have to do everything(I told him if it bothers him that much he can put a bag in himself) and I'm so exhausted and tired I slept in almost an hour late today!) and he should have been the one to put a new bag in; I'm not doing everything myself and besides I'll put my back out bending over down low like that and I already put it out every day loading and unloading the dishwasher, the pain is so bad(but unlike my mother I suffer quietly; lately my back, abdomen, and stomach hurt, plus headaches) but no one notices, cares, sees, or gives a shit because it's just me and I don't matter and I'm not important. I could die and no one would notice or care.