Altered States.

This is the view you get when you leave your body. I did have a better picture to show it but I can't find it and forgot what I called it and I have literally thousands of images saved and have no idea where it is right now so this will have to do. it's the closest I can get. When you leave your body you float upwards and you are looking down below and everything looks curved like in the photo here, with rounded edges and you are looking dowwards from above and everything is rounded and you can clearly see the curvature of the earth, sort of like when you're in a plane and it turns slightly and you can see it out the window. It's a really cool thing actually and  at least in my case anyway I never hover too high, no higher than the tree tops and then I float back down.  Speaking of which, I haven't had any more delusions( at least not that I'm aware of) for the past few days now( although I am still struggling thru the virus; I just can't seem to shake this one) and the only thing that gets rid of the massive headache is smoking weed and a heating pad for the sore stiff neck.

I also noticed as well that before I go into an altered state that I can feel a pusling, throbbing, crackling feeling at the back of my head on the left side and my dog keeps licking me and whimpering, so maybe that's like the "warning?" so now on whenever I feel that I know it's coming and can be prepared, sort of like how some people experience "auras" when they get migraines ( although I never have with mine; they just suddenly hit- wham!- no warning) and it's like with seizures, before one comes Buddy gets all agitated as if he can sense some change and he alerts me even though I can't tell until it comes or even after it's occurred but this new alert warning about the delusions will at least let me know when it's coming so I won't believe what I see, hear, feel, think, or experience and will at least know that it's not real but just an illusion and my mind playing tricks on me. I still do wonder about the meningitis possibility though as I saw a meningitis rash and it did look suspisciously like the red rash things I had on my face the other day on the one side and I'm just so deblilitatingly tired I pretty much just slept all day yesterday and still all I want to do all the time is sleep and I'm feeling queasy at times now too which I wasn't before and it's really taking a beating out of me, more than I normally get from a virus and my perception is altered too, like walking it seems steep, as if I'm going down stairs even on a flat surface and I often feel chilled and shiver... it may also just be my failing kidneys too esp. with the high BP and fluid retention, and it would also explain the confusion/brain fog/ delirium, sleepiness, lethargy, etc. too. maybe I'm at the end stages now?

 UPDATE:

Look! I finally found the photo I was looking for! I had to go thru and sort over easily over 12 000 images so I hope you appreciate it. This is it! Notice how the image has a curve on the top of it? That's how your view looks when you've left your body and you're just hovering above. My general height is ceiling height or below and this is the vantage point you get from all angles; everything looks rounded, or at least it does for me when I leave my body; I can't speak for other people, maybe their experiences are different. I also think the soul is attached to the physical body by this thin silver thread and it's attached when you just leave your body temporarily, such as during a NDE, or a trauma, or during meditation, or when you're high or in an altered state of some sort but when you die the thread is cut, and the separation is permanant.