Melanoma?

This is the suspicious spot I have on my blubber on my abdomen, just below my belly-button on the left side. I suspect might be a melanoma( skin cancer) based on the appearance and texture, although in an odd area since it's located in a spot that's always covered up and is never even exposed to sun as much as I do suntan this spot is always covered up. I've always had a small triangle-shaped brown spot there for as long as I can remember, for years, come to think of it, it might even be from a birthmark; it's been there forever, since I was a kid, but just recently I noticed it has grown much bigger( now the size of my baby fingernail) and changed shape and has a rough, gritty, sandy, dry, flaky, crusty, scabby,scaly texture so I picked it off hoping to get rid of it but I just took the top layer off and it was bleeding and there's still part left behind underneath, all red fleshy, seen in the photo here so I'll keep an eye on it and if it keeps growing I guess I'll have to haul my ass to the doctor and have him do a biopsy just like he did that time with that suspicious-looking mole I had before I think it was on my shoulder, I don't even remember but it came back OK.

Good news,too! I think my prayer has been answered: it looks like the drug dealers next door and the owner of The Beast ( the fierce Rottweiler) seem to have moved out as yesterday I saw them packing a bunch of stuff into a truck such as a sofa, basketball hoop and a bunch of other things it looked like they were moving out and my mother saw another guy moving in......so......I sure hope so! I prayed that they either got rid of the dog or moved out as it's a danger to Buddy and scares the shit out of me and I always have to carry a knife with me when we go for our walks as it has charged at us before so if it is  finally and thankfully gone at last I'll certainly feel alot safer! They were only there for a few months,too, the same as everyone that ever lives there, they only ever stay a few months and then move out so I wonder if it's even a halfway house or something on the way out of prison transitioning back into society? If so, that's a scary thought that we have a houseful of criminals and ex-prisoners living right next-door to us!

Yesterday we also did the Great Freezer Purge and cleaned out the deep freezer and threw out any old expired or freezer-burned stuff to make room in the freezer for the upcoming Thanksgiving tukeys and some stuff in there(at the back) was even outdated from 2019; from last year!(ewww...) and we ended up with something like 3 big garbage bags full! I wondered as well if a dreadlocks weave ends up being too expensive if maybe I can get a dreadlocks wig as an alternative option instead as it would probably be cheaper, and last night I had the BEST orgasm of my entire LIFE  with my vibrator too and the only reason I'm even mentioning it here(and it's not like anyone's ever going to actually read it,anyway; I write for myself, and my family doesn't even know about this blog) is I want to always remember it and never forget it: it went on and on and on, over and over, the waves just kept coming and coming, sending shivers all thru my body, my eyes were literally rolling into the back of my head and I "came" 4 times in a row and I could have gone for even more except I got so exhausted and worn out I had to stop. Oh, my God, it was insane! I thought I was going to burst out of my own body!! It was soooo amazing I automatically said a silent prayer of thanks to God inside my head but then realized that maybe that probably wasn't the most "appropriate" thing to do....