These are my favourite moments; just cuddling and snuggling with Buddy. During the night he also did a gross smelly diarrhrea on the carpet in my room(and I had to open the window and burn incense to get rid of the smell) and this morning he was bleeding out of his ass at the end of his shit and now he even has a big blood stain all down his ass. He's also making this funny wheezing sound as he's breathing which worries me. It's times like this(and lately) it worries me he doesn't have too much time left but then he "picks up" and he's back to his usual self; it takes my poor heart on an emotional roller coaster ride.I've endured alot of trauma and survived lots of things in my life but I know the one thing I can't bear would be losing Buddy. I looked in his eyes today too and saw Teeniea, my Chihuahua I got in 1979 when I was 12; I saw his face and wondered if he was somehow returned to me; if he'd reincarnated as a Dachshund; it was just so freaky and surreal...The 23 YR old's also on a plane right now on route to Vancouver to visit her sisters.
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