Tuesday, December 29, 2020

Updated Update.

I've had it with those assholes. I'm just done. I had my headphones on and noticed the music was static-y  so I pushed the cord in more in case it was just loose....and then I noticed this (shown above) the wire is exposed and looks like it's been cut with a chunk of the outer rubber insulation removed, cut cleanly, making me think it was done intentionally , either to break my headphones to piss me off or to electrocute me from the exposed live wire. My hubby and the 26 YR old said it was "just wear and tear"(even though it's only a year old and I make sure to take good care of it) and it must have "just got stuck or twisted" and broke  but I'm skeptical esp. since this is ther third or fourth(I've lost count) set of  my headphones that have been sabotaged and broken in a short period of time so it seems "fishy" plus my toxic family always does stuff to me and alot of my stuff has been mysterious ruined or "disappeared" and they always indicate and say how much they hate and resent me so what am I supposed  to think? They all laugh at me and make fun of me and say I'm paranoid and say I'm cringe-y and the 17 and 26 YR olds were saying that I'm just so dumb and then the 13 YR old added I'm Even dumber than the 19 YR old( who is ditzy) and the 26 YR old jeered how I'm "lazy" even though I'm in chronic daily pain with my medical issues and limits my mobility and I can no longer do the things I used to and because I give up after decades of abuse he says I'm weak.

I'm just done  with them and all their shit.

With me thinking my headphone wire was purposely cut the 26 YR old taunted me it would be like seeing a guy laying in the middle of the road with a tread mark on his back and he would assume he was run over by a car but I would say something like he must have been shot but really I would have said maybe he got run over by a truck or a vanit may not have necessarily have been a car even though it may have appeared  like it; that things aren't always what they seem and aren't always the obvious and you have to look deeper. The 13 YR old also kicked Buddy's doggie bed as he was sleeping in it and I told him off and he shrugged I want to, and the 19 YR old's at the airport now waiting for her flight home and  and I noticed that the 17 and 26 YR olds vie for "dominance" too, and one is bossy and the other is a know-it-all and they both try to out-do eachother, competing  to see who gets to be the "Alpha", both very strong dominant personalities and I think they're purposely trying to drive me to suicide but I'm biding my time andI'll do things in my time and my way and I don't want to leave Buddy behind.

This is also how I bid farewell to 2020, my message to the end of the year:

UP YOURS!!!!

 

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