Bitches Or Beast?

Whenever Buddy goes for his walks he's always on the alert sniffing as the outdoors is his social media and when he picks up a scent (whether it be in the air or on pee in the grass)I can tell when he gets interested and if it's a friend or foe; whether it's one of his Bitches or The Beast next door(a Pitbull) that 

 tries to attack us by the way he reacts to the scent: if he gets all excited it's the females in heat but if the fur on is back stands up the wrong way then I know it's The Beast but either way he has to pee on top of it and mark his spot to let them know he was there, sort of like leaving his "Calling card" or posting a message on their "Wall", in the case of his Bitches ( there's 3 of them; a Chihuahua and 2 Shih-Tzus; this guy really gets "around", the Man-whore, ha,ha!) letting them know he's available, or in the case of The Beast trying to be the Alpha showing him who's "Boss!". 😀It's funny too how many people always think he's a puppy because he's small (Miniature Dachshund) even though actually he's really old and he's an old man; he's 15! I notice too some of his fur is starting to grow back on his balding areas now so maybe it was some sort of allergy or nutrient deficiency or something and now he has the new dog food it's getting better? We sadly haven't been able to enjoy the sun or even be outside lately though as it's been raining all the time and this week we're only supposed to get 2 days of sun all week!

I also notice the past few days both my shoulders hurt and every time I move them up or down or in circular motions they loudly crack so I guess my Rheumatoid Arthritis is getting worse and affecting more parts, an ant also crawled on my face yesterday as I was napping too and it was really creepy and gross and freaked me out even though I'm not normally grossed-out by bugs, and my friend A(in Ottawa) had the COVID vaccine the other day too and got really sick as a reaction with a high fever and said he felt like he was hit by a truck and didn't sleep all that night and I wonder why people purposely DO  that to themselves, and I have so much bong residue in my lungs I'm probably immune, and in any case I'd rather take the chance with the Corona than with the vaccine, and I might have already even had it as back in April I was sick and had lost sense of smell for 3 days or so ...I also heard somewhere that the pain of childbirth is equal to breaking 40 bones.

Really?

Only 40?

My mother thought the 25 YR old's BF's car was called a Tessler as well (it's actually a Tesla) and I watched the movie Nomadland  yesterday( she thought it was called No Man's Land) as I always watch the Academy Award winning Best Movie of the YR film as they're usually the "Artsy"-type of films that I like and my hubby hates, the ones that have substance and depth to them, and I came across a trivia question as well asking Which dolls were popular in the 60's?  and I guessed either blow-up dolls or voodoo dolls but it ended up to be Trolls....ooops....I guess I really don't think like other people do, ha,ha, and I want to be reincarnated as a sunflower too because then I'd be both pretty and strong, and this morning I noticed the teacher across the street( the creepy one I suspect has hostages in his basement) has these really pretty orange tulips at the side of his house which is ironic because he doesn't take care of the place; overgrown weeds and hardly ever cuts his grass, peeling paint, etc. and it was sad that he probably doesn't even realize that they're there and doesn't even enjoy their beauty, and they reminded me of my friend C when I was 4, she lived a few houses down from me and had this really bad speech impediment and only her family and I could understand her and she called me Deet-Dee  but it didn't matter to me; she was my friend and I liked her and we understood eachother and to me I just saw it as her speaking another language and to me she was just like my friend S's grandmother who only spoke Greek and didn't speak any English. I often wonder what happened to C. I moved 2 years later and never saw her again.

I need to recover the Light of Being.