Ketchup Post.

Catching up on things:

- A big truck went by the other day and smelling the exhaust fumes reminded me of when I was in Moscow and it's funny the things you remember, just like how the smell of gas reminds of the cottage as a kid; my uncle's and cousin's boats and fresh paint of my friend T(grade 5) when she was moving and I was losing my best friend...but then that same summer my NEW best friend moved in right next-door!.

- I spent my entire life in Survival Mode, "masking" and hiding all my deficits and traumas, just surviving, so I never had the opportunity to let go, relax, and enjoy.

- As I was laying out in the sun yesterday some dirty bird shit on my bare shoulder! It was cold and creepy and grossed me out! I had my eyes closed and felt something wet plop down on me and at first I thought it must have been a raindrop and then I opened my eyes and looked and saw what it was! Ewwww! Talk about being cursed with bad luck! Yuck!

- If I had 3 wishes for myself and for the world they would be:

Mine:

- To be pretty

-To be happy

-To be loved

For the world:

-For an end to all war

-For an end to hate

-For an end to oppression

- The 26 YR old said even though the 21 YR old is all grown-up now and has a job and lives in Ottawa with her BF he'll still always see her as his Little Sister and to him she'll still always be the Little Girl playing in the sandbox with the Goku action figure. I know what he means, even though all the kids are grown now they'll still always be my  kids to me,too.

- If it really is a pituitary tumour I have afterall causing everything once it's removed I should be able to get off pretty well all of my medications and supplements and no longer have chronic daily pain and have a normal life again!!

- I just thought: babies have to study people's faces and expressions in order to learn, grow, thrive,and develop properly but how can they DO that when everyone's faces are half covered up all the time by masks? Won't that negatively affect their development?

- I got over 300$ back  from Income Tax and I never get anything back so this is cause for celebration and now I have my return back I can send a copy to my medical marijuana supplier to prove I'm poor and get my 20% discount! Yahoo!

- I wonder which  is the Mark of The Beast:  the Corona vaccine itself or the vaccine passport?

I can't see the next chapter in my life because it hasn't been written yet.