Orange Roses.

Yesterday I myself these gorgeous orange roses( my fave. colour of roses!) for Mother's Day because my kids never get me anything so I decided why not treat myself since no one else will? They also remind me of my Aunt T who loved the orange Sweetheart roses....and then almost as if just to prove me wrong( ha,ha) I get an e-card from the 22 YR old for Mother's Day, one of those half-joking, half-serious  ones that said He doesn't entirely blame me for messing him up; his father played a part,too, and he referred to me as Birth-Giver, and it's almost as if he read this blog, but yet how is that possible when I haven't told them about it and wanted to keep it just for me(and for any other random stranger that happens to come across it)? In any case, it was a nice surprise and much appreciated. It's probably also the only one I'm going to get, unless, of course, some of the others read the blog too and feel guilty,ha,ha...At the store yesterday they also had sections blocked off as "non-essentials" but had some stuff I wanted so when the employees weren't looking and monitoring it I quickly slipped thru the barrier and went down the "forbidden" aisle and grabbed my stuff and got out, Black Ops-style, ha,ha!

The 26 YR old also had "underground" jiu-jitsu at someone's house 3 times this week, defying social distancing and lockdown rules. Good for him! Stick it to The Man! I've taught him well.😁 I've also started a new garlic natural supplement to help with my joint pain and at the very least it will keep people away from me with my garlic breath, and this morning in my bath I saw a tick floating in the water too, likely it attached to me on my clothes or hair when Buddy and I were out this morning for his walk and fell off in the bath, and yesterday I thought I smelled weed outside but it was just the smell on myself,and it always baffles me too and I think is hypocritical that people are so outraged and think it's barbaric and against human right femal genital mutilation yet at the same time think it's ok to mutilate boys  in circumsizm, and Buddy was sick yesterday as well and had squishy shit with blood in it.....a day after my hubby gave him a plateful of chicken....and it makes me wonder if he tried to poison him or something but luckily today he seems better, and I  see my life in "chapters",too; infancy, childhood, teen years, motherhood, and then......what...I' not sure comes after.....dead maybe.....??? That part's always a big blank I can't see...

I'm standing alone in my circle.