Tuesday, May 25, 2021

The Poor Cake.

The poor cake! Just look at the poor thing! It looks like someone sat on it! In case you (probably) can't tell it's a Black Forest Cake but it's had a few unfortunate accidents: first of all when the groceries were being unloaded and put away it was discovered not only upside-down in the bag but also completely out of the container and just loose in the bag, and then when my mother picked it up she dropped it and it landed squished on the floor,and then the next day when I went to get a piece I lifted it out of the fridge but apparantly she hadn't snapped the lid down and it fell out once again,landing upside-down on the kitchen floor! Oh, for f*ck's sake!! We still have to eat it though as we can't waste food; it costs so much $$$, so what can you do? You just pick it up, clean it off and curse the bad luck in your life and eat it anyway hoping for the best. Yesterday anyway my arthritis was also back again, at least in my knees, after letting up for awhile and I thought my new natural supplement was working but it's like that for me all the time; whenever I start something new it seems to work for awhile but then it always comes back, and I'm not sure if it was my joints or my muscles that hurt but all I know now is that everything just hurts and yesterday my mother said the neighbours next-door were outside smoking weed,too, and I didn't have the heart to tell her that it was me!

The house at the corner's sold already too after only being listed for something like a week(our old house in Ottawa took 8 MONTHS to sell!), and I bet someone from Toronto must have bought it as no one from around here could afford 694K and I'll be able to tell later though once the new neighbours move in; just look at their license plate and if it begins with the letter "A" then I know they're from Toronto area, and I was out the back suntanning topless yesterday too thinking I was alone when the 26 YR old walked out, and he shieleded his eyes and gasped Now I'll be permantly scarred for life!! but I've seen his hairy ass-crack,too, so we're "even",  and after about a year or so of searching for this Bob Dylan Blues song but never knowing the title I finally found it,too; it's called Subterannean Homesick  Blues . I planted my sunflowers yesterday as well and I swear if those f*cking squirrels dig up my seeds I'm going to blast them away with an AK-47 and it's been soooo hot lately with a humidex into the 30's, but supposed to cool off after today a bit.

The 26 YR old also made this really delish Greek lamb stew with orzo,shown above and the aroma permeates thru the entire house, all the way up to the third floor where my bedroom is and it just smells sooooo good in here, like a restaurant it makes me so hungry all the time and he says being able to cook is the "key" to getting laid, and even though my mother and hubby let the 14 YR old disrespect me and tell me to shut up and to go kill myself and even throw things at me and hit me and threaten to kill my dog, etc. and think nothing of it( he just copies how he sees them  treat me)  my friends think it's unacceptable and my friend J( from grade 8) even says I should literally kick his ass as in good old-fashioned discipline and my American friend B said I should just kick hin out, as in kick him out of the house; that he's out of control and I shouldn't have to put up with such abuse, and Israel evicting Palestinians from their land is no different than here in the New World when the European settlers came and took the Natives' land and kicked them out and tried to commit geneocide; it's the same thing and it doesn't matter who  does it; it's still wrong, and I was horrifed as well to see on the news in Toronto they're even bribing kids now age 12 and up with free ice cream to get the vaccine now,too,and they don't even need parental permission to get it,either! So now not only can kids get birth control or even abortions without their parents' consent or even knowledge, but now the vaccine,too.(so, that also means if there's any bad reactions or side-effects no one will be even be looking out for them!) dividing families even more and squashing parents' rights, and also a Nobel Prize winning virologist Luc Montagnier also said that all people who get  the vaccine will be DEAD within 2 years as well.....holy shit...incl. some of my friends!!!.that will end up being some 60-70% of the population! That's certainly population control and eugenics at it's "finest". Hitler would be so proud!

I am beautifully broken,perfectly imperfect, and beautiful in all my flaws. All together, I am a beautiful disaster.

 

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