5 Weeks.

My little sunflower babies are now 5 weeks old but not so "little" anymore and they have now grown taller than their enclosure and the lid no longer fits on top of them so I can no longer cover them up at night anymore but they've grown stronger now and have thicker stems to be able to withstand strong winds and now it's more dense in there with less open spaces for critters to root around it's not as likely squirrels etc. will be digging around in there and uproot them as much as before, where I lost around 3 small seedlings earlier. They're growing nice and big and tall and doing well and so far this is easily my best year yet! The first year I only had 8 or 9 plants that survived and last year I only had 6! It's also been really hot here the past few days too with temps 30 C with humidex 40 C but even worse  for the poor Edmonton Boys and Vancouver Girls; they're having a heatwave soooo bad it's 40C with a humidex of 50 C! That's so hot you can't even go outside! We're also having a drought too with so little rain and all the grass is brown but it's supposed to rain most of this week though.

There's also this really big shit on our lawn but it doesn't look like a dog shit; it's this huge plop and not turds and too big for even a big dog but looks like a human shit but who the f*ck would do a shit on our lawn and why, and as for me I finally did a veritable respectable turd, so hopefully I'm finally all back to my normal and whatever it was; a twisting or blockage or just simply a "back-log" has finally resolved itself, and it bothers me too that some of my own cousins won't even accept me on Facebook because I'm different and have different opinions and they avoid me and don't like me and think I'm crazy and weird and this whole COVID Scamdemic thing also reveals to ourselves and to others who we really are as well; if we're mindless obedient little sheeple that obey authority without thinking and without question and go along with the crowd or if we think for ourselves and question things; if we're leaders or followers, and my hubby laughs at me because I believe some thigs but not others but that's because I do think for myself and question things and DON'T just blindly believe everything I see or hear, even from so-called "experts"; I'm not gulliable; I take in the info and process it and if it conflicts or just doesn't make sense or "fit" or if it feels wrong or "off" in any way then I'm wary, so some things I believe and others I don't; it all depends but I think and I use my own mind.

My cousin L in Europe says her 16 YR old daughter is mad as well as she's been given a notice from her school to self-isolate for 2 weeks as she's been exposed to someone with the virus( teacher or classmate) and she had to cancel her dinner plans, her hair app't, plans out with friends, going to work, etc. and I said she should just ignore it and she answered she'd be fined and I said as if they're even going to know... and she said it would be wrong.... and I'm like give me a break! I can't believe how easily everyone's been so socially conditioned and brainwashed to actually believe all this crap! and to make it even more ridiculous is she's even been vaccinated too so then where's the risk and what does she have to worry about,and why does she even have to isolate if she's immune anyway? Then what's even the point of getting the vaccine then if you still have to isolate, wear masks and go thru all the same restrictions,anyway? My hubby also hassles and taunts me for being anti-vaxx as well even though I don't see him rushing out to get his vaccine,either, and you can tell the one you love the most is the last one you think about before you fall asleep at night and the first one you think about when you wake up. Here's mine:

I had a dream my life would be So different from this hell I'm living So different now from what it seemed Now life has killed the dream I dreamed. -I Dreamed A Dream- Les Miserables