Accidental Sunflower.

My friend I( from grade 8) posted this photo of her sunflower on Facebook yesterday, a normal-looking one, the way they're supposed to look, the way mine should look but don't because they're deformed and then almost as if to "rub it in" even more she said she didn't even plant it; it's actually an accidental sunflower; a seed just got dropped or buried there by a squirrel or bird and grew on its own! The conditions must have been just right in the soil and with water from rain and the right amount of sunlight and it just sprouted, grew, and thrived, making me feel even more like a loser for ending up with my reject sunflowers after purposely planting and cultivating them and putting in all that time,love,and effort over the past 3 months just to end up with puny defective little runts (just like when my kids were born,too, the oldest was almost 8 pounds but all the others were so small, 5-6 pounds and I felt so....inadequate, esp. when others have babies that are 9-10 pounds) and that's just how I am in life in general,too; I'm  never as good as other people, can never be as good as they are and never able to meet anyone else's expectations or standards and always fall behind and can never measure up. I was shocked and hurt as well to see on my friend's Facebook Friends' list was one of the worst of my bullies from our class,too, the one that made grade 8 living hell for me and my friend knew what she did,too as she was by my side the entire time to witness it; how can she add somelike like her as a "Friend?"  It even makes me feel sort of betrayed.I remember she used to sneer we were "lezzies" too,and she'd ridicule me, call me names, kick and trip me, spit at me, throw sticky wads of gum into my hair, pinch my arms bruised, throw things at me, ram books into my ribs as I sat at my desk,etc. and even drowned my clothes in the toilet one time during swim class.I've confronted my bullies on Facebook but I'd never add them as "Friends!"

I also posted this(above) in reply to some comment online to a sheeple  that supports Vaccine Segregation  and I 'd rather wear a burka than get the Mark Of The Beast,and, in fact, it would be good for me as it would cover up and hide my ugly face, and the other day I thought Buddy did this epic, massive, god-awful fart the smell was so fetid but it was actually the 26 YR old cooking nasty-ass Brussels Sprouts (yeeeccch!) and yesterday the poor dog didn't feel well and didn't eat anything at all, not even steak (his fave. food!) when he was offered it, which worries me, and hilarious as well: yesterday my hubby drove to Toronto to pick up the 22 YR old at the train station who came in from Ottawa,to take her to the airport to go to Vancouver (in case you didn't know, Canada is a really big country!)to visit 3 of her sisters, which doesn't even make any sense to me as why doesn't she just leave from Ottawa, and if no direct flights then take the train to Toronto and they have a train from Union Station that goes directly to the airport....regardless....he got there and waited....and waited....and waited....and no one was there so he called....

He got the day wrong.

It's actually today!

HA!

So he had to turn around and come back home! All that for nothing!(what a nerf!) and this morning he had to go back all over again! What a stooge! He's notorious for always getting dates and times mixed-up though his brain is so addled, and he's always making fun of me but at least I don't show up for things on the wrong day!(and he thinks I'm the dumb one?) Ha,ha! He's such a tool!

I think it's time for me to fly.- REO Speedwagon