Autumn Can Eat My Ass.

Eat my ass, fall! 

Yesterday it was 23 C and felt like in the 30's it was like summer and it has been for a few days now and there I was, still laying out in the sun getting my suntan on(and I'm still dark from the summer,too, it hasn't faded yet!)like it was the middle of summer! It looks  like fall with all the coloured falling leaves but it still feels like summer, and spritzing myself with water to cool down from the hot sun and then a nice breeze comes along to cool it off, bringing with it a nice cottage scent, and then the sun dries it all up again is what summer feels like and I got to experience that yesterday. It's only supposed to last a few more days though and then go back to the more seasonal 12 C and rain but I'm enjoying this prolonged summer while it lasts and I'm still wearing my flip-flops,too! Buddy also had bloody diarrhrea and barf for 3 days too and I suspected it was all the turkey he ate so yesterday I never gave him any and it cleared up and today his shits are back to normal again so that must have been it  and I had a dream about him too and God giving him to me that The Artist created the dog and gave him to me so that I would know love. My fave. dog breed has always been(and still is)Chihuahuas as well but the dog that I ended up loving the most, more than all of them, out of all of the dogs that I've ever had( and so far I've had about 13 or so) ended up being a Dachshund. My hubby was supposed to go to the store the other day too but he didn't so I never had any ground beef I needed so I couldn't cook supper.

Yesterday morning as my mother got out of bed her legs also just suddenly collapsed and gave "out" beneath her and she fell to the ground without warning and my hubby had to pick her up so I wonder what it was? I know there's this nerve damage thing called diabetic neuropathy which is a common side-effect diabetics get with high blood sugar so maybe it could be that? Hopefully it'll "scare" her though into NOT cheating on her diabetic diet anymore and stop sneaking all that sugar? It can also be caused by spinal issues as well such as arthritis, tumours, or diseases like MS or even blood clots in legs but since she's diabetic I'd think the diabetes thing would be the most likely. I also found out our mutual doctor is closing his practice at the end of December this year too; yesterday I got this automated phonecall that left a message informing me but my app't is next month so I'm ok and I still have my other  GP (this guy is the Internal Medicine specialist) but he's the only  doctor my mother has so I guess she'll just have to go to walk-in clinics to get her meds re-newed then? I wonder if he's retiring then, maybe even going back to India? my mother wonders if he even got fired  for refusing the vaccine, and the 26 YR old said maybe it's malpractice, and it's weird too I have already had 3 doctors already discip;ined, even lost their license, and charged: one with killing a patient( one of my former GP's) which she didn't; the guy was an addict and OD'd, the orthodontist(who looked like Sam Elliot) who died awhile ago but who got charged with child porn, pedophilia and putting up spy cameras in his office,and the plastic surgeon who lost his license due to malpractice, and it was shocking and sad,too, because I liked  them too as people and I never would have expected it!! I like him,too, so I hope he's just retiring on his own accord...

The other day I also asked my hubby if he was the asshole who took my garbage bag (I had left on the stairs to remind me to take upstairs to clear out the bathroom garbage cans) and the 26 YR old also had a friend over doing jiu-jitsu and he also has the same  first name as my hubby( which I never knew) and he was scared thinking I was yelling at him  and he goes, I never DID anything!! it was so funny, and I listened to the 22 YR old's latest podcast as well where she revealed she has OCD and when she was little she had what she referred to as this Poison Obsession  and thought everything she touched was poison and one of her chores was cleaning the bathrooms and it terrified her, working with all those toxic chemicals but of course we never knew at the time she had all these issues because she never told anyone  but just kept it all inside her head to herself and at first she thought it was normal; that everyone goes thru a phase like that when they're kids so she never mentioned it....until she went to camp one summer when she was 12 and started asking the other kids about their experiences with it and they were like,What are you talking about?????? and then she knew it wasn't  normal afterall so then she never mentioned it knowing it was weird, but I wish she had because then we could have gotten her some help (Prozac  works well for OCD as well as for anxiety and depression) so she wouldn't have had to struggle like that and also if we knew she could have switched chores and NOT have to have cleaned the bathrooms but exchanged it for another chore instead that didn't involved cleaning fluids, such as taking out the garbage or mowing the grass, for example. I also realized that out of my 11 kids only one  of them( the 20 YR old) isn't affected by mental illness in any way, unless, of course, she is and I'm just not aware of it ( my kids are very good at being sneaky, hiding things,and keeping secrets) or it just hasn't manifested itself yet. I think a straightjacket should be our Family Crest. We have lots  of nuts on our Family Tree.

I also can't seem to shake this bad feeling about my Facebook  friend's baby (she's 20 weeks prego now; halfway!) but I hope I'm wrong, and my hubby likes to dismiss and demean me with Try again, Sweaty!  exactly like the 20 YR old always said to me when she lived here and it's so rude, disrespectful and infuriating I just want to punch him right in the face when he says it, and now racist Quebec is trying to pass a law as well making speaking any language other than French illegal  but they've always been racist and they also banned religious symbols such as wearing hijab, turbans, etc. too and not only did my cousin got taken off the transplant list for refusing the vaccine (The Mark Of The Beast) I wonder if next they'll take back the dialysis machine next and refuse him dialysis next? Are they going to just kill him off outright? The radio also said there's an "outbreak" of COVID of 35 people in this srea too but only 16 are unvaccinated, which means half have HAD the vaxx, so that doesn't really say much about it's effectiveness, does it?

If I were to remain silent, I'd be guilty of complicity. - Albert Einstein