Blizzard Day.

Today is DQ Blizzard  day for charity(and God loves the charitable!) for sick kids in the hospital so guess what we're getting later today after my hubby finishes work? If they still have the pumpkin one I'll get that and if not then the most chocolate-y chocolate one they have.You don't need to convince me to have one and for charity,well then, all the better! Buddy and I have also been lucky enough to be able to sit outside in the sun for a couple of hours the past 2 days as well; it's been 12 C but tomorrow is supposed to be our last day(until spring, unless we die before then) and then it gets back in to the single digits and more rain again and they said next week maybe even.....yes....I absolutely loathe  to say it.....but, gasp!...The F-Word: flurries! Against my better judgement last night I also ate pasta with this old Pesto sauce but I was hungry and there was nothing else to eat so I ate it anyway and it didn't take long until I started feeling sick, although I may also just be getting the virus my hubby and the 27 YR old are getting over,too esp. since I slept in late yesterday until 8 am and I have had a headache every day now for the past few days,so....

I also had to carry Buddy back from his walk this morning as well; he wanted to do his full walk but then he was just too tired to make it back and he just stood there and looked up at me sadly like Well? so I picked him up and carried him the rest of the way home and all he does lately is sleep all day too and he keeps licking dirt as well and the soggy wet porch carpet out back and he can't seem to eat out of his dish anymore now,either(maybe it hurts his mouth somehow?) so I have to hand-feed him but I don't mind as long as he eats( and he's completely gone off the dog food now and hardly eats much else,either) and the 22 YR old also surprised me saying as a kid that she  also had some of the same fears that I did as a kid,too: of quicksand, pirhannas, and Bermuda Triangle(and the funny thing is, as many times as I have flown and sailed to the Caribbean as an adult it never even occurred  to me about it, that I might be in that area and I had completely forgotten about it), only I also  had one of earthquakes as well( after watching that movie) and of rabid dogs under my bed, after actually seeing 2 rabid dogs, foaming at the mouth and blood all over the snow fighting in our school yard at recess one time and we got called inside early and Animal Control was called.It was a scary thing to see, esp. for a little kid who loves dogs. I also saw on the news yesterday too a small plane made a (safe) emergency landing on a highway in Toronto! Now that's not  something that you see every day!

My hubby also went to look for a new office chair except they were 600$! 600$ just for a computer desk chair! Needless to say he never ended up getting one, and I noticed as well a school bus suddenly appeared in the neighbour's yard next-door so I figured someone's either a school bus driver now or( more likely, knowing them) someone stole it, but the weird thing is this morning I also noticed that they had taken all the seats out which I think is strange, and it's sad too how growing up my mother and I were close, until I had kids of my own and she took over and over-stepped boundaries and we became enemies and it ruined our relationship, and for me happiness is only ever fleeting, temporary; I've had happy times and happy moments, but it never lasts for long, and if my Babushka is able to look down from Heaven and follow along with my life I think she would feel sad; sad to see how unhappy I am and how much pain I'm in,both physically and emotionally, that my kids hate me, I'm in an unhappy marriage and that the only one that loves me is my dog. She's also be upset I smoke weed( ha,ha) and that I left the Catholic Church,too, although being in Heaven and having all wisdom maybe now she'd also know it's false and be happy  for me I got out,too? If I didn't have autism, bipolar, etc. and finances weren't an issue my dream life would also be: just Buddy and I live by the beach in Jamaica (my Happy Place)so I could watch the sun set on the beach every night and swim every day and I'd have a big garden out back with palm trees and all my fave. flowers: sunflowers, iris, peonies, lilacs, roses, lily of the valley, hollyhocks, zinneas, gladiola, tulips, purple hyacynth, etc. and if I could dare ever dream of a True Love,too; someone who sees something in me worth loving and sees something in me that no one else does.

I do not co parent with the government, public health, school boards or education unions. Neither should you. Protect your kids at all costs.- Someone on Twitter named Lisa.