Let It Snow.

We did get that snow forecasted yesterday; it started at 10 am and went for about 11 HRS or so and we probably got 5-10 cm, certainly enough to cover everything all in magical white and enough to shovel and it looks so pretty and now it finally looks and feels like Christmas-time,too! This was my view from the front veranda last night as I sat outside smoking weed, watching the snow falling down all around me, like a scene out of a winter wonderland fairytale book. I just hope it's still here for Friday and Saturday though and that it doesn't warm up and/or rain and all melt away before Christmas! It's not the same without it, it really isn't. We also still haven't wrapped any of the gifts yet either and we're running out of time and everyone hates it and so it gets left to the last possible minute and I can imagine everyone scrambling the night before frantically doing it hurriedly but we all know what I'll probably just end up doing for mine is just putting them in gift bags because I'm a damn lazy stoner that just couldn't be bothered, ha, ha! My theory is why make even more work for yourself  and stress yourself out if you don't have to? I have to make one last trip to the store before Christmas anyway so I'll have to pick up some gift bags and there, it's all done; problem solved. Now our evil tyrannical overlords have also limited business capacity down to just 30% too, trying to destroy businesses during what would normally be their busiest time and the suicide rate is at the highest rate ever as well and I can see why; everyone is just so despondant, hopeless, losing work, getting fired, restricted, locked down and tired of the never-ending mandates, restrictions,lockdowns, segregation, etc. and it's already been 2 YRS with no end ever in sight. and no way out.

I also ate some chocolate-covered cherries(that I really really really love!!) and to be honest I could have eaten the entire box. I didn't but I could have, and in my chicken dinner I only had 1 small measly piece of chicken but I still saved it for Buddy because that's what best friends are for and that's what love is, and now with the ban on non-vaccinated(like me) it has stopped me from public worship(going to church) but nothing will ever stop me from worshipping God, and my mother actually thinks that I always screw-up on purpose,too, as if I like always being told and reminded how stupid and inept I am and I can never forget all my faults and shortcomings either because she's always so quick to point them out all the time  and she even tells me If I don't keep reminding you, how are you ever going to learn? but what she doesn't "get" is that it's autism and bipolar and I can't help it  and that I don't do it on purpose and that it's NOT something I'm ever going to be able to "learn" and constantly reminding me how stupid and useless and what a failure I am isn't going to "help", and then she says that I'M not the only one in pain, yeah, maybe not, but I am the only one that always gets "ragged" on and dumped on and constantly told how dumb and worthless I am and always get blamed for everything. It's sad as well to realize out of my 11 kids that really I only "like" a few of them(and sometimes even then it's "iffy") as I don't like what they've become as adults as most of them have become either mean, snotty,haughty, bitches,shallow, assholes, manipulative, self-absorbed, dress like whores with crop tops, micro mini skirts, wear too much make-up, etc. when most of them used to be good before.They're adults now and there's nothing I can do about it but it still doesn't mean that I have to like it or approve of it. Now they've even turned away from God,too, which hurts me the most. They have been influenced and damaged by the world once they moved out and left home.😢

Anything can be a dildo if you're brave enough.