I also cleared my cache yesterday to try and make my piece-of-shit computer go faster as it's soooooo slow and in doing so I had to re-log-in all my accounts but Twitter wouldn't let me back into my account and instead kept asking me username, password, etc. and of course I forgot the password(which is why I have them all written down) but then it said it was the wrong password( my hubby says it's because I don't have a 'system' but I do; I write them down; that's my system, and then it had my old hotmail e-mail since I opened my Twitter back in something like 2009 but changed my e-mail since then so they couldn't even e-mail me to change my password so then they wanted my cell phone number to send me a verification code and of course I don't have a cell phone so I sent them my hubby's and of course with my typical bad luck that still didn't even work,either; I typed in the code they texted him and then it just stopped and never went any farther; it just remained a big white square and never registered so I kept trying and then it said I exceeded the number of attempts and thought someone was trying to hack into my account and froze it for 24 HRS so I still couldn't get in so I tried again this morning and the same thing; I'm still locked out and now I'm frantic and don't know what to do and how to get it back! I even tried accessing it thru Google and Apple but they rejected my passwords too and then I got locked out of those accounts as well(I swear, someone must have gotten into my accounts and changed all of my passwords because I have them all written down yet they were all rejected...) I even tried using different browsers and computers but it still didn't work. Now I don't know what I'm going to do or how I'm ever going to get it back and that's where I write down my daily thoughts and get notes for this blog from....WTF do I do now? Nothing ever works out or goes right for me! I have the worst "luck" ever and I must be cursed!
Today Buddy also did a marbled turd with a mixture of all different colours and he loved the salmon the 27 YR old made yesterday too and he kept barking at him to give him more and I'm so tired of my shitty unhappy life and nothing ever going right for me, the shitty way my family treats me, always being in constant pain, living under tyranny and not able to go anywhere or do anything anymore,longing for happiness and love I know I'll never have,etc. I want to just end it all now and the only reason I don't; the only reason I still keep on fighting, still keep holding on is because I don't want to leave Buddy all alone. He's the only reason I still keep going and keep holding on. A Facebook friend also just got released after a 30 day ban for her anti-vaxx posts( if you speak the truth or have a differing opinion they censor you) and I responded to a pro-abortion post online too with a graphic photo of a dismembered aborted baby to show them what the truth really looks like; that it's killing a baby and that the truth hurts and someone had the nerve to say it was a 40 week "miscarriage" and I told them miscarriages do NOT come out in pieces, and the other day on the news a report on femicide came on too and my hubby just got up and walked out of the room as if he was offended and didn't want to hear it, so maybe he really is poisoning me and trying to kill me, afterall, and he was using a gross combo of smelly soap and vinegar in a cup to catch fruit flies as well but they were really attracted to my bath water which had coconut oil in it as well as my mango and pomegranite body wash so he scooped up a cup of my bath water to see which one would attract more....and mine won! I got over 20 of them in just a day!
The sun rises through.- Tyler Jordan Brown
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