Yesterday.

Yesterday the plumbers came back to make the kitchen drain bigger for the washing machine so it won't flood. They were here for 4 HRS but I was surprised and somehow thought the job was going to take a few days but they're done. They also said that some of the pipes under the sink were cracked and leaking as well so they replaced those. This morning I do a load of laundry so that's the real test to see if it worked(I sure hope so after the expense; it ended up $1700! ) as it had been leaking and flooding the past few times I did a load. I'm just so tired of everything we have being shit and of having to always settle for crap all the time in life though because we can't afford anything better. I'm also still sick even though it's been over a week and everyone else recovered from the virus but not me. I'm still all sweaty and weak and always feel like I'm going to faint every time I stand or sit up and yesterday I didn't even want to have chocolate  and that's how I know  I must be in really bad shape as the only time before I refused it I had pneumonia( when I was prego with the 22 YR old). I don't think I have pneumonia though as last time when I did I was also coughing up blood and my ribs hurt with every breath and I don't have that now, plus I think my cough's starting to get a bit better. It's just taking a long time to recover and this virus is really kicking my ass!

My hubby thinks I have COVID even though I never lost my sense of smell or taste which is typical of it, and never had a sore throat,but even if it is, I still much prefer it and to take a chance with my own natural immune system fighting it than to risk the artificial the Clot-Shot the gov't's trying to kill me with end up with a  and heart attack or stroke! With no appetite for over a week I can see and feel I've lost alot of weight as well( a bonus!)and it must be alot toeven be noticeable when I'm so fat to begin with, and maybe that's why I also feel so sick; a drastic loss of weight in such a short period and my back hurts so much it feels like my spine is going to break, and even Buddy's had bleeding every time he shits the past few days as well so we're both recovering together and all I want to do lately is sleep so there's not much going on or to post about other than I feel like I'm dying.

Wherever you go, there you are.