September!

I can't believe it's September already! Where did the summer go? it just went by so quickly and it's not fair that summer always seems to go by so fast and yet winter feels like it always drags on forever although it is almost half the year,too.Schools also go back in 3 days. A couple of days ago my hubby also helped move the 26 YR old to her new place which he says is a house that looks like a log cabin( how awesome is that?) and it's a 4-5 hour drive each way and he didn't get back home until 4 am! he rented a U-Haul and him and her BF helped her move. I have a rule for myself personally that if it's any more than a 2 HR drive I fly instead.No long road trips for me; my bad back can't take it; I'd end up paralyzed. It was Noon the next day and I still hadn't seen my hubby and he never sleeps in that late so I was really worried maybe he'd had a heart-attack in his sleep from all the lifting helping her move so I trepidly went upstairs to check and the bed was empty...but where was he? I looked all over and the car was still there....WTF? Shortly after the door opens and in he comes....he'd been at the lab getting blood work and he'd walked there, I guess because gas is so expensive. I also haven't peed much in the past 4 days( even though I'm still drinking) and less appetite too so I wonder if my kidneys are failing?It's also been 10 years now I've had chronic pain and medical issues and sometimes feel like I'm already dead.

I also took this cool photo of the clouds a couple of days ago as I thought they looked really neat, and my hubby almost got bitten by Buddy,too; he was provoking him with his new bone, seeing how close he could get to him before he would lash out and he'd growl first but he wouldn't "take the hint" and he got TOO close and he snapped at him and he laughed and he's the person that would poke a bear with a stick; he's such a shit-disturber( but note Buddy does let the 27 YR old and I go up to him when he has his bone, just not my hubby) and since I got back from the CNE he's been extra cuddly and sitting on my lap and keeping a close eye on me all the time making sure he knows where I am and follows me into the bathroom, and at the Ex I also saw a teen Korean girl that reminded me of my BFF when she was younger, and noticed as well lots of people brought their own food,too, likely because it cost so much and a boy said to his mother, Why do we have to bring our own food like poor people? and she replied, I AM poor! and the 27 YR old said "alot of people look like the 19 YR old" and it's true she does look like your Basic White Girl but the girl I saw really looked like her; it was remarkable;she could play her in a movie, and I saw a teen boy looking all gooey-eyed and goofy-faced at his GF too and I can remember when my hubby used to look at me like that in the beginning,too, but now he just looks at me with stone-cold eyes of contempt, hate, and loathing.

I also saw several people with tattoos of this image on the inside of their arms as well and I had no idea what it was(I thought maybe members of some sort of cult?) so when I got home I Googled the image as image of eye inside triangle with rays coming out of it... and this is what I got and what it looked like and apparantly it'scalled The Eye of Providence  and generally signifies Freemasons or the Illuminati so I wasn't really too far off then,afterall.I was surprised I never found any hippo figurines at the Ex this year,either; normally I can find 4-6 of them and today is the first day since I just hurt a bit and feel a bit stiff; the other days my poor body was begging for mercy and every muscle( esp. back and legs) hurt so much and was so stiff I could hardly even move.I felt like the Tin Man from the Wizard Of Oz.

You ain't a beauty, but, hey, you're alright.-Bruce Springsteen